five and crying
written: August 25, 2002
you left when i was only 5 and crying
my heart felt as if it were slowly dying
you pretended to care and blamed it on money
you laugh about it now, but i don't think your funny
all the times i've cried about you
i wanted to believe the lies weren't true
until now, i can see with my own eyes
until later, when my soul dies
i can't wait until i feel no more pain
i feel it coming soon, i have lots to gain
out of all the experiences i've ever had
this one makes me truly sad
then i pick up my head and realize
this just makes me stronger and turns my head to the sky