unthinkable
commit to me
i need surgery
mind body soul
irretrievably
put me back together
today
though i admit
i am afraid to say
it may be
too late
the chances now
are slim to none
who can i count on now?
no one.
i am ready to leave
please take me away
i feel like an outcast
in my own skin
living a lie
living in sin
my mind is far gone
please leave me alone
do not call
or write
i won't pick up the phone
since that day
you flew far away
you were my drug
sweet simplicity
i am having withdrawals
at times i feel pain
complete weakness
though now i know
nothing is gained
the days run together
my mind rests
never
laying in this bed
watching you sleep
so silent so still
my emotion runs deep
at times
i'd wish to run away
leave you sleeping so sound
no kiss goodbye
tiptoe away
i carry so much hate
inside
my personality has died
you robbed me of sweet innocence
i pity the next guy
lust still burns
alive
is it a fallacy?
causing such pain
untouchable intimacy
is it a high?
you like this don't you
you think you're so fly