unthinkable

commit to me

i need surgery

mind body soul

irretrievably

put me back together

today

though i admit

i am afraid to say

it may be

too late

the chances now

are slim to none

who can i count on now?

no one.

i am ready to leave

please take me away

i feel like an outcast

in my own skin

living a lie

living in sin

my mind is far gone

please leave me alone

do not call

or write

i won't pick up the phone

since that day

you flew far away

you were my drug

sweet simplicity

i am having withdrawals

at times i feel pain

complete weakness

though now i know

nothing is gained

the days run together

my mind rests

never

laying in this bed

watching you sleep

so silent so still

my emotion runs deep

at times

i'd wish to run away

leave you sleeping so sound

no kiss goodbye

tiptoe away

i carry so much hate

inside

my personality has died

you robbed me of sweet innocence

i pity the next guy

lust still burns

alive

is it a fallacy?

causing such pain

untouchable intimacy

is it a high?

you like this don't you

you think you're so fly








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Mhatter99 4 years ago from San Francisco

this is a song, isn't it? very nice


Lynn Kelly profile image

Lynn Kelly 4 years ago from Florida Author

no but maybe one day :)

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