your essence surrounds me
you
you
inescapable you
surrounding me with your essence
leaving me with little pieces
of you...
you
you
you
terror fills me sometimes
when you are not here
and its just me
left alone
in the dark
darkened forrest
has nothing
on the calming effect
of you
you
you
you
I'm jealous of yesterday me
because she is still with yesterday you
i had a dream
we were in the bookstore
and the smell of the binding
was so erotic
that you nailed me
you nailed me against new age non fiction
as i took jesus' name in vein
and fell apart
and all over
you
you
you
short breaths
against my neck
and i cant feel my toes
red hot face
blushed chest
head back
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it's everything about you
but my god your fu*king sexy
i crave your weight against my body
and can almost feel you
when you aren't here
i grip myself
my arms
my chest
hands fall down beneath my naval...
i cant tell you the rest.
i feel you while I'm feeling me
i see you when i shut my eyes
and i smell you against my dreams
which are filled
with you
you
you.