Zeke Brett Tyrus on HubPages

I am happy, way fucken happy but to get happy I had to do lots of crazy things & live a life of loud desperation. I am the writer who currently supports himself as a hot dog vender in San Francisco which is a job I love, in truth & after having had 1,000 jobs I am shockingly delighted to be doing my job. -Who knew? I intend to mine every last experience in this life for my writing. My previous life includes a great deal of pain, mentally stability, bad decisions & a shipload of fun & none of it, even the worse, would I change even if I had to. I came from a family that was eccentric & abusive featuring militant feminists, sociopaths, 6'2" German transvestites & gun-toting "let's overthrow the government"-type hippies. I'm a former bad boy, badass, bohemian vagabond who has seen 46 states, a few countries, & I want success, love & life & beauty but hard luck & bad decisions often prevent that from happening tho I firmly believe that's all in my past. I've written 2 novels as of yet unpublished but shorter things have been published & some of my stuff has been adapted for stage & eventually I want to do what Spalding Gray did but better. Performance storytelling, that is, not suicide. I believe all art needs to be funny, heart-breaking & a little disturbing, or else it is not art.