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We Really Are Just Dust In the Wind

I have Died in this life once and been to the other world that lies beyond, Floating above my lifeless body and watched the doctors and all but one nurse walk away,...I watched the nurse write on my chart and then look up and look at the clock in the room,...then write something and walk away ,...Of course the last thing she wrote down was my time of Death,...My parents were told they did all they could do,...43 years later that memory is as clear as if it was yesterday,...This is The first moment of clarity I remember,...

Have Always Lived Out of the Box

See I have been kept out of the world my whole life,...In the sense that I have lived my entire life as an outsider,...I have lived in the crack and crevasses in this thing we call life,...Was born and raised in a small town in the northern California Valley farm lands,...And I was born a gypsy,...We moved every six months to a year and a half,...To a new little town or a different part of town,...And it is real hard to have friends,,..And it got to the point that I remained an outsider for a long time. It is not that I was Anti social,...I Learned real quick,...How much people are hurt by you just up and leaving,...I've always considered other feelings,...So buy choice,.. not wanting to hurt others,.. I withdrew from life, And again watched Life happen around me, Experienced Most of my life watching life being lived,...When I got to where I could move about freely,..I did and Moved every six months to A year and a half,...On July 30th of this year 2008,...Which happens to be my 48th Birthday,...I will have lived in the same place for 7 years straight!