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My name is Sean, Please note, this is sEAN, and not sANE. (I am insane, that's right).

I am 20, guy, single, student, in Germany, studying towards my B.Sc., in astrophysics and geophysics, and working as a student assistant in a project for developing observational robots for planetary exploration

I picked up observational natural science, and not the lab version of it. I thought this might enable me to experience beauty firsthand, in the complex behavior of microclimate, in the global magnetism phenomenon, in the flow patterns of galactic matter and tiniest brook near me, in the crystallization process of Lutetium minerals, - everywhere.

The above description does not mean I am a diligent student. I am just a seeker of beauty. The feeling of beauty brings the feeling of harmony - with the thing I am connected to - harmony with professor wildbrains struggling day to day, with Captain Jims dreaming drunken dreams, with the ancient urchin whose fossil is buried in chalk, or the ancient meteorite, visitor from far away, who never been able to return, or with the spewing geysers. Harmony can be felt with anything, human, non-human or non-living. This is possible, because every incident somehow vibrates a string of the grand universe, and part of the vibration is relayed to me. Any such vibration is relayed to eternity, and therefore it is possible to have the feeling of harmony over the extent of time or space gap.

I am not interested in eternity however, I live the moment. I try to appreciate the moment.

My weaknesses includes chocolate, rum and photography

However I still am a little bit of confused with myself, because I have to face day to day struggles. But Goethe (his actual name is Johann Wolfgang, and he comes from Goethe) said that happiness and freedom are for those, who claims it each day.

Once I had a problem with my class assignments, and I performed bad.. I asked god to relieve me, and save me from the punishments. The result was negative. God failed to proove him/her self to me. Now a days God means a failed hypothesis to me. I am a total atheist. But, I take God's name while cursing, as in 'God Damn It'  and so on ... The word GOD means nothing else to me other than a three letter combination that appears in cursing.

As I journied through my life, I learned whom to trust and whom not to. This trust issue is very delicate. I have seen how sharply trust shatters. As of now, I trust my life, my belief, and my hopes (Leben, Glaube, Hoffnung). I know where I am now, what I am going to do, and what I want to do perfectly well. That means I know the weightages in my favor and against equally well. I trust my physical abilities, I trust my mind, I trust my current belief, hopes and dreams. I trust my instruments, I turst my sixth sense. Everything else, I play with a plan B

Now I know what I am, what I symbolize, what I can do, what I deserve, and I am happy with that. I try to follow this in my life:
El comprender la belleza y el saber su armo nía es la clave del secreto universal. Ella nos lleva a los estratos superiores y nos impone la atención hacia el desarrollo de la energía de la vida, las plumas simples de las aves, la increíble finura del ala de una mosca, el cmplicado mecanismo de un ojo, la concisa estructura de las fibras de una hoja seca. (Cesar Manrique)

With this knowledge, I try to explore the magnificence. I explore!

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