When We Collide...

Did it ever occur to you

that you thought you’re done,

everything was over,

there was no you and her anymore…

then one day, you met her

she smiled at you…

you didn’t know what to say

nor what to do…

you just exclaimed to yourself,

“DAMN IT, I STILL LOVE HER!”



That was the first SMS I’ve read in the morning. Well it was originally sent in Pinoy slang, I just translated it to my own. And I was still half asleep and half awake. I checked it again that night discovering it was from my ex. I’ve received another one, then another, all three from him. Then the thought sank in to me, yeah I’ve met him three days ago outside the movie house, when “New Moon” fever hit the cinemas. LOL And yeah, I’ve smiled at him...It was just a smile.


After a moment of sigh and wonder, he called me…the bottom line, he wants a catch up, ok a date. Turned him down.


The thing is, I left it all closed between us. I mean, as much as I would want to feel the fireworks, I can’t just feel a thing. Well at least missing his friendship. And my heart beats to someone else. And we are sort of in a relationship. Well, we were…the sad part, we called it off few minutes ago as I write this hub.


The crazy part is, I’m wondering if I would one day end up sending that SMS to the one I love right now. Well that is indeed crazy to think because my baby lives in another corner of the world. Our roads are far away to meet.


One moment I was fallin’…the next I am crying…

Somebody misses me…but I’m missing someone else…


“There would be somebody who will love you completely but for absurd reasons, you won’t love him back because your heart is beating for someone else, while for absurd reasons, too you can’t be together…” –blaise25


Then when would be the perfect time when two persons love each other?

Perhaps, when you say you love me…then I'd love you, too.

Then you and I collide.





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Comments 28 comments

Keira 7 6 years ago

Love can cause a lot of pain. When we find us soul mate is steel hurt sometimes. Love is so beautiful and can be so complicated sometimes. I think patience is the word that go with love. You are a very good writer. Wish you all the best. God Bless you my dear friend.:)


lyricsingray 6 years ago

really awesome job, thanks, kimberly ps-I voted up :o)


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Randy Behavior 6 years ago from Near the Ocean

Mmmmm, timing is everything isn't it. I enjoyed this.


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CiscoPixie 6 years ago from I'm in a world of my own, but aren't we all?

The ex you love must be a real fool to of let someone like you go and i bet they'll kick their butt later too. I think this guy that you met, give him a chance.. he might make you much happier and give you everything you want, unlike the ex you describe as being on the other side of the world.


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Dark Heart 6 years ago

Collide,yes Blaise.

Could we call it a traffic accident of Fate?

I feel what you're saying. Sweet.


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you... Author

thanks Keira ;p

that is love, it can't be beautiful without pain..and it's dead without the complications LOL

all the best

blaise


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you... Author

@lyricsingray

thanks a lot for the comment and vote.. ;p

@Randy

there is no perfect timing I guess. Nobody knows when it comes and when it goes. It's only fate and our hearts know when it'll collide

Thanks Randy! ;p


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you... Author

@Pixie

everything is just might..you know me Ash, I can't give a chance to someone while I know I'm faking. I'll put it on my heart's desire becoz whatever it says I can’t object. LOL Right now, life's still on...

Thanks a lot! ;p

@Dark Heart

I dunno what to call it exactly ;p

but you can make a poem out of it friend

Thanks! ;p


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advisor4qb 6 years ago from On New Footing

The funny thing is that it isn't until a person is finally okay with being alone and meets another person whom they feel an affinity for that is also okay when alone that a true meeting of the minds can happen.

This I have learned the hard way.

That spark once felt for the ex? I've got that same thing going on...

Can't go home again. But forgive yourself and each other and keep your heart open, because you just never know what life will bring...there is always hope for love...


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you... Author

yeah that's exactly it is, back to self and to life, not necessarily means you welcome whoever comes.

spark for ex? nah, I've mentioned no fireworks with him anymore LOL

yeah, there's always hope for love, it's the reason I breathe ;p

thanks advisor for the comment and fan mail ;p GBY


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I*n*v*i*c*t*u*s 6 years ago

Love, so crazy so beautiful! So just happens..It's a fine reason to keep breathing! Really enjoy this, blaise! :)


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Jess Killmenow 6 years ago from Nowheresville, Eastern United States

Love the 'what if'. Thank you


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you... Author

thanks Jess :)

I hate the 'what if' questions back in school LOL

but I love the 'what if' in real life.. :P


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Lifes Joke 6 years ago

Loved it especially your quote (it's so true)...i hate those txt they make my heart beat and i get all warmn inside lol nah i be like why you sent me this lol...


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Mr Nice 6 years ago from North America

Hi blaise25,

Love is like a friendship caught on fire.

In the beginning a flame, very pretty,

Often hot and fierce,

But still only light and flickering.

As love grows older,

Our hearts mature

And our love becomes as coals,

Deep-burning and unquenchable.

~ Bruce Lee ~


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you... Author

@Lifes Joke

haha so true! :)

sometimes when you get them, you don't know which ones were meant..or which ones were just forwarded LOL

thanks you loved it and my quote :)

@Mr Nice

that was nice!

from Bruce Lee? or Bruce Li?

thanks :)


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stars439 6 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State.

Everything you write is fantastic. God Bless You.


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you... Author

thanks so much stars :) God bless..


poetlorraine 6 years ago

enjoyed the hub and the comments, sometimes comments can actually say more than hubs


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you... Author

thank you Poet L :)

yeah comments say a lot sometimes and I just love them.positive or negative, so nice to hear people's insights ;p


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christalluna1124 6 years ago from Dallas Texas

Ouch !! that brings back so many memories and old hurts resurface.


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you... Author

oops sorry to have hit somethin..I know you're better now Chris ;)


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Astra Nomik 6 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

We cause ourselves such pain when we try second-guessing what we ought to do, say or feel. We over analyse. I know I do. Our hearts and minds conflict with each other and "dissagree". Human beings are so complicated. I think we always have too many choices...

Just some random thoughts...


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blaise25 6 years ago from close to you... Author

Yea complicated always strikes..but just like I've said, life cant be beautiful without complications ;) Yea so many options but it's not always so easy to choose..

Thanks Cath! :)


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Dim Flaxenwick 4 years ago from Great Britain

Beautiful , the way you think things through.

I do it too but don´t always get an answer from myself.

voted up of course,


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blaise25 4 years ago from close to you... Author

aah Dim you're so amazing! :)

perhaps we don't need questions at all hehe

thanks for the vote :) xx


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BeyondMax 4 years ago from Sydney, Australia

Collision of hearts and souls...it's is so unpredictable, isn't it. It can be a disaster, it can be supernova =) You'll never know until it happens. What a beautiful story, touching and emotional. Amazing job, Fehl! Amazing.


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blaise25 4 years ago from close to you... Author

Some things are unpredictable, we just have to expect the unexpected or not expect too much.. I love what you said here. You have a very amazing mind, Max :) I like supernovas LOL Reminds me of that song by Oasis... "someday you will find me...caught beneath the landslide...in a champagne supernova...in the sky.."

Thanks Max!

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