"When two people love each other and can't make it work, that's the real tragedy." Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn
You are not shallow, what people see is just a page of you. You are a book with contents and words as beautiful and meaningful as your being. People will say ugly about you, but you're more than every gossips and laughters. You have your own skin, soul and mind that makes you special and you.
Imagine you were surrounded by people yet you feel alone. Not lonely! You're happy on your own, having your own world under the moonlight. Sometimes the best companion is you: your beautiful mind, your thoughts and all your words.
It takes only one moment to remember all the pain someone had caused you. Memories are traitors, it brings back the old feelings and emotions you've burried deep inside. Forgetting might be the first thing you've hoped for when you loved someone so deep they'd leave you scars.