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I am a proud father of four beautiful children who are the fuel that feeds my fire.

I have climbed the ladder of life more than once and been knocked down so many times, yet I have a drive and determiination that burns in my heart, mind, body and soul and that simply makes it impossible for me to qiut.

And it's due to Our Heavenly Father s love and grace (yes he is your Father too and he is waiting for you to ask him into your life) that I have this hunger to never quit.

I have gone through so much pain in my life to last ten lifetimes, such as:

Coming from an abusive childhood in which I saw, did and had things done to me no child go though and my innocence was taking from me at 5yrs old and as a result I never had the childhood every child deserves. It's okay I forgive you all and I pray you found God. God bless you all.

I was blessed with a beautiful disabled daughter at a very young age. I have seen her flatline more than once and have had to give her C.P.R. to many times to count. Yet, she too posses the fire as well and beat the odds for 24 years and it is getting close for her time to go home. I could get the phone call at any time. God bless you my angel and I thank you for the love and joy you have brought your Daddy and al who had the pleasure to meet you.

Anyone who says there are no perfect humans has not had the pleasure to be in the company of one. Think about it. A severly disable child has never had ONE sinful thought or harmed another. Yes there can be much sorrow that accompanies a disabled child but this is not of their desgn. All they do is love... and isn't this the greatest gift of all?

Shame on those who shun and make fun of "retard's". Ask god and he will forgive you!

I have not been without physical pain as well having undergone eight back surgeries and recent spinal infection (in three places in my spine, ouch!!) and I live every day with pain that would make most wonder if there is a God.

Well I can attest to you now as you read this that there is a God and I'm living proof that he does forgive sins and transgressions and can bless you beyond your wildest dreams.

If you ask.

When I say I have been knocked down the ladder more than once I was not kidding. And I never once gave up. Thanks to God.

In the last two months I have been hospialized three times, had to come to grips with the fact that my child is dying and just last week my 80 yr old step father was in ICU with the same type of infection I had, but in his lungs and we were told to expect the worse.

Yea, they did not know my step father also posses the hunger and he is now home.

You go do ya thing Pops!

During my fight with the infection I found myself with idle time on my hands while kicking it at home in complete agony. Well I'm a workaholic and I could not just sit around feeling sorry for myself. So you can guess what I did...Yep I worked eighteen hour days and as a result found chink in a giants armor and a way to expose it and the trends/numbers in the market place to supoort my therory.

I am now to the point where funding may be near and this will be the spark needed that sets the wheels in motion.

I'm in search of web developers who want to share in the vision and dream to join the team.

I am in talks now but these sharks want too much my the company right out the gate thus diluting my interest. A death sentence for me for sure.

Anyway, I'd rahter put my own team in place because if I lay down with these guys, well they want to put their people in place behind me and that means I have have no allies as I did not assemble the team.

They will also be motivated by greed and greed kills becuse greed is born of the mind, not of the heart.

Any thing we set out to do, even if we fail, if born from the heart...we cannot go wrong, win or lose. Belive DAT!

I mention none of my accomplishments to brag or boast but rather to show the power of what each and everyone of you has inside of you and that God is an AWESOME God whose blessings abound!

Please fill free to contact me if you need someone to vent too as I have big shoulders and you are welcome to cry on them.

I also encourage you to visit my website at; whatislowerbackpain.com

But please do not let the title fool you, it is for all who suffer from chronic pain and for those who simply need a little motivation ans sunshine brought into your life.

I wish you all joy and happiness and I will leave you witht this:

Please be kind, loving and respectful human beings.

May God bless you all,

Dana

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