Elilah

Apparently, my journey around the sun thirty times has been successful for am still alive and smiling! Childhood was rough but emotionally it wasn’t felt until age seven when molested by stepfather. This here including my parents brutal and unending custody battles over me like I was the next prophet or something did indeed pave the way for a tenacious rebellious confused little girl.

Questioning Religion while raised Baptist then Pentecostal eventually ending up in non-denominational congregations wasn’t accepted nor appreciated by elders of the church establishment. Mother was staunch Christian and father explained the Bible had been written by bunch of guys drinking a case of beer so you see my entire upbringing was like teeter tottering from complacent Christianity to daddy’s, “you have to believe in something but am not sure what” statement. So I dug. And dug. And dug some more until finally at 17 figured, “well, if it all stems from thinking then might as well start digging there.” Ironically enough, my studies began the same year was raped by my room-mate’s boyfriend. Indeed my spiritual journey began and I had no conception of what it was I was getting into. All I knew was it had to be better than what I was emotionally feeling with vast more intrigue than what modern religious and political complacency had to offer. The Journey began….with the human psyche.

A decade later after trials and tribulations, temptation and struggle, the inner battle of the ego, massive research and meditation, contemplation and determination, turmoil and trauma, gained understanding and wisdom, the ability to love unconditionally and think rationally oh and so much more. Inevitably, years of enduring work spawned a courageous, intellectual, rational, dynamic, humorous, tenaciously motivated woman free of the Ego’s Prison however, still on a mission and yes still however very rarely the ego is naughty.

Education: Subjects of continuous study since 1995 consist of Economics, Social Sciences, Politics, History, Comparable Religions, Theosophy, Theology, Philosophy, Metaphysics, Gnosticism, Hermeticism, Brain Change, Psychology, Consciousness Ascension through Meditation, Various meditation methodologies, Yoga, Laya yoga-Fathoming the Ego, Balancing the Ego, Anatomy, Holistic Medicine, Psychedelic studies, Spiritualism, Ancient Civilizations, Dark Ages, Evolution, Hebrew, System of Tree of Life, Hypnotherapy, Esoteric Mysteries, Gnosis. Went to trade school IEC to become licensed electrician while practicing commercial electrical beginning on a nine-story hotel at 18 with father as superintendent and the man who trained me to be a diligent proficient workhorse. Oh how much was discovered about humans on these gigantic sites. Remained electrician for eight years while avidly researching the subjects of my hearts content and indeed hearing the facetious remarks as every break lunch and car pool my nose was buried in a book and it wasn’t the NEC Code Book.

Was stated by client, “I’d love to see you debate Rush Limbaugh. You are the only person other than him to speak intelligently fast and rational without seeing you rest to take a breath. It must be all the breathing practices you teach.” I giggled. It is passion besides I prefer to debate the President.

Honestly though, most of what I learned was from simply allowing myself to experience all this Universe/God has to offer. Every event is a particular dealing with God to my soul. The only sin is repression and this is a path I wouldn’t dare touch. Rationale and much Emotional passion but never repression gave a most adrenaline rushing adventure and many learned lessons.

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