Joined 5 years ago from CA
I have always been alone even when I have been in a crowded room filled with friend's and family. I am alone for everything about the real me the one God put here and intrusted others to nurture and teach from birth has been a lie of horrors at their hands.
I'm not what people want unless I conform to their sick perverted ways of thinking and stay hushed up on the sick horrific family I was born into and abused by to this day only to be constantly told to accepted any and all abusive ways they treat me. My own children now also have betrayed me I only have God left and I now wonder daily will he too leave me alone and broken hearted for all eternity ? I PRAY God never does but from my view point it looks hopeless since this betrayal ive suffered makes me question everything. I stay in abusive life because its all I know I wonder what happiness
looks and feels like . It's my own fault , I should've never stayed I had my chance I trusted my family but they turned. I
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