Joined 4 years ago from England
I am a thoughtful independant writer from the UK, I have always took an interest in writing from a young age as English was my favorite lesson in school.
I had such an imagination growing up and I would always tap into that when writing.
I grew up in a family that have always remained in a negative enviroment and of course because I was not like them I felt completely different to them and would feel like everyone was against me, unloved, uncared for, forgotten, left out, bullied, paranoid etc because of the enviroment I grew up in.
I suffered with depression alot I still battle with it, growing up in school I was bullied, lost many friends, I struggle with trust still to this day because of this and because I lost a few of my closest friends, I always blame myself because I see the good in everyone I meet but really they turn out to be something that I wish I had not came across, I have been suicidal many of times.
I have always been around and been filled with many negative enviroments, thoughts, feelings, actions etc because of this everything that is positive that comes my way I cannot withstand it I always feels a little uncomfortable because I have never really experienced this feeling that much, I have had positive experiences but because I have been so highly consumed by negative half of my life I cannot remember all of the positives I have been through.
I always end up feeling like I should run I am too used to the negative that I cannot trust the positive or be around it for so long because it is such a new feeling, emotion and understanding to me that I have to get used too just as I have with the negative.
I write to give me freedom to also help me overcome my feelings as I can take free reign by writing anything to bring out my feelings, thoughts, understanding's, abilities and experiences through this path of character's and stories that I take with this line of thinking, writing and emotion in hope my stories can relate to someone who reads them.
I hope all who get to read my stories enjoy them very much as they are apart of myself, my experiences, thoughts, and emotional wellbeing.
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