60Cornelis (Klorelis9973)
Joined 8 years ago from Netherland
Between the first years on earth from 0 till 15 i was a very happy child. Since the years 15 till 35 i was a blind man not aware about the ego and the heart. In my relation people have used me in to receive their goals. Not aware that when a human is blind he follow most of the time his ego.
In the hope to have contact with the heart again. I have give up everything who i am. In my last relations at the end my indentity was gone all because of the hope to a returned heart.
After a one year Hellisch strucle on the Island Bonaire i returned back to Holland. In the years from my 35 till now 39 i am fully awake and aware who i am and what i am capable off. Because of struggle pain and loss again and again i am returend back to my heart.
Not without help, i have receive this knowledge in a visit in 2013 on my birthday evening. I was alone and in that evening i have being visit by beings'most people will refer them as aliens. For me they are very close brothers, well that is what i feel in my heart.
They have show me in a deep trance while i was laying on the livingroom floor a huge tunnel with uncontional love. On that time i have learn the important difference between the lying earth love 'because ego is in earth love'and the universal uncontional love'the love where we always stay who we are and where we respect our parthers as long they respect who we are.
It is a love without asking anything in return. A love with a connection between each other like two persons'pillars' holding the roof of love above their head. If one is out of balance the roof will colapse.
On that day i realise that i am not born in this body to help myself. I am here to help others when they ask for it. I never have ask money for what i can do. Because God have give me this awareness and these spygic ability to help and not to ask with my hand open.
I see myself as a tool from God, when God wants to speak to someone personal he is free to use my mouth. When God want to close doors or open doors for others he is free to use the body i am living in. God have give me this body to help others in their awareness in their heart and lessons.
I do not like earth, or i do like earth but i have hard times accepting the people living on it. Most people are in my eyes walking death, they do not know the true reason of their lives. The less people are death the more people will be happy and will conect in oneness again in uncontional love.
My wish before i leave this planet is to write a book about all my expierence on earth. In a story i am one of the characters who speak about his history to the ones who are in pain, trouble, loss or feeling that they are a victem.
What i want is to make many people aware about the true purpose of the ego and the heart. I believe that the ego is like a watcher from our heart. But because we are born in sin with this fierce dragon. We have feeding it to long and it become not anymore a watcher but a beast inside us that pulls us away from our true purpose.
But when this dragon is tamed it will protect our heart when someone try to atack our heart inside.
How i see my life i rather die today in the hands from God. Then living many years on this planet in the hands of the Devil.
I am here to serve others... and others are here to serve me.
We need each other each and everyone of us are born for the others.
To open doors and close them when someone is to blind to see what is behind the door.
After i have leave this planet i want to be very close near God our father.
I will not return anymore as a human on earth. I am a very old soul and have lived in bibical times near the footh of jezus. This is the last time i walk on this planet in human flesh. I will return with my retrieved wings as a messeger from God whispering in ears the right choice. Helping lost ones to find again their true purpose.
There is darkness and there is light inside my soul. The only reason i also look to the darkness is to know them and know how to defeat the atacks to human hearts.
I am a visitor on planet earth, and i am here to help as many people possible.