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ROMANCER OF LIFE

Joined 8 years ago from Honolulu, Hawaii

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  • I'm Not Ready To...
    20

    I'm Not Ready To...

    7 years ago

    AmOImages All the pain in my heart... Surrounds my love for you... On a daily basis, Night and day... You're on my mind... Living within my soul... I don't know how to let you go... I can't breathe... Thoughts of you being with...

  • Sinking Deeper
    8

    Sinking Deeper

    7 years ago

    AmO Images Staring out into the ocean's horizon... I get closer to the sea... Feet touching the water.. The ocean calling me. Slowly I begin to near the water... I kneel down to get a swoosh..! Splash on my face, Feels so good. ...

  • The Heart Speaks Volumes
    12

    The Heart Speaks Volumes

    7 years ago

    Your heart never lies... It holds the truth... The truth... That will remain unspoken...  An untold message... Locked away... Behind the walls of your, Precious facade... The hurt... The pain... The torture... Oh how...

  • Why Do I Feel Empty?
    13

    Why Do I Feel Empty?

    7 years ago

    I'm with you... So why do I feel empty? Everytime I talk to you, I feel like I'm talking to the wall... I might as well not be in a relationship at all. You make me miss the relationship I once had, Sometimes I feel lonely, empty, and...

  • Mindful Clouds July 19, 2011
    4

    Mindful Clouds July 19, 2011

    7 years ago

    AmO Images My daily subliminal thoughts... Are starting to grow weaker, Leaving the you and I behind... I'm finally able to appreciate my life... Thank you father for making me strong... Protecting me from those whom I didn't...

  • Mindful Clouds July 17, 2011
    3

    Mindful Clouds July 17, 2011

    7 years ago

    Fade away please... Fade away... Let the thoughts of us, Just fade away... Let the pain of loving thee... Hide deep within me... Behind the walls of my heart, Let the new life of one begin, Without having a thought of him... ...

  • Mindful Clouds July 16, 2011
    3

    Mindful Clouds July 16, 2011

    7 years ago

    AmO Images I'm awake... I'm awake... Why must I be awake...! Do you feel my heart ripping from its connectors...? Everytime I wake up to look out of my window... Just to find that the sun is still shining... The world is still...

  • Mindful Clouds July 14, 2011
    5

    Mindful Clouds July 14, 2011

    7 years ago

    Only time can heal this broken heart of mine... Tick-tock, tick-tock... I'm sick of the ticking! I want this hurt to stop... I want the clock to shatter into pieces, As if it never existed... I want this pain to die and never...

  • Mindful Clouds July 13, 2011
    4

    Mindful Clouds July 13, 2011

    7 years ago

    AmO images Where are you? Where might you be? Somewhere.... You're out there, Somewhere... Are you thinking of me? Can you feel me thinking of you...? Or are you to preoccupied with your life at the moment... To stop for a...

  • Mindful Clouds Jul 12, 2011
    8

    Mindful Clouds Jul 12, 2011

    7 years ago

    It's easy for me to sit here... And do nothing but think of you. My mind totally captivated by my thoughts... There's no end in sight. Not close... Not near... Nor do I think " ever" ... Will there be an ever in sight. My heart...

  • Mindful Clouds July 11, 2011
    3

    Mindful Clouds July 11, 2011

    4 years ago

    Mine Last night I lost my grandmother, Still you are not far from my thoughts... I almost want to run to look for you, To get hug... Someone to hold me so that I can cry all my tears out, That I hold inside... As I sit here missing...

  • Good-bye Granny
    8

    Good-bye Granny

    7 years ago

    Me This sadness is hard to swallow... My heart can only take so much... Why do I miss you...? Why do I yearn for your touch..? I know you’re in a better place... One with no hurt, Or pain, ...

  • Mindful Clouds July 10, 2011
    2

    Mindful Clouds July 10, 2011

    7 years ago

    AmO Images Sitting on my minds clouds... Pondering on thoughts of you... What else is new... This is all I do... All day long, I think of you... Kissing... Laughing... Passionately intune together... I hide behind my facade.. ...

  • Mindful Clouds July 8, 2011
    12

    Mindful Clouds July 8, 2011

    5 years ago

    Amo Today... Today... Once again, you were on my mind.. When are you not on my mind? Today... Once again, you were weighing on my heart. When are you not on my heart? Sitting at a wedding wishing it were mine... Me marrying you, ...

  • The Window
    12

    The Window

    7 years ago

    AmO Images Window... Can you see me looking at you? , Through you? And if you do, do you sometimes cry too....? Window... Do you understand when I'm looking out Into the distant land, that my heart beats broken for a...

  • Unkind
    5

    Unkind

    7 years ago

    AmO A negative mind is always hard to embrace, Sometimes I wish I knew how to put a smile on that face... But I quickly realize that your insides are tragic, You are just a miserable old fool... Who think the world should...

  • Tender Heart
    19

    Tender Heart

    5 years ago

    Carelessness of one’s heart, Can tare that person’s world apart, Painful and sad indeed, If mistreated, That person’s heart will bleed. Frail to the touch, It will pain… Love spattered everywhere, You cry in vain… To...

  • The Light With Me
    9

    The Light With Me

    5 years ago

    AmO Images The Light: Bright yellow light, Shining down on me… Prayer mode, God please walk with me… Standing under the beautiful tree… I look at the world, That you blessed for me to be… And I’m grateful to you,...

  • AFTER ALL THAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH
    18

    AFTER ALL THAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH

    7 years ago

    AmO Images - AmO Images.com How can you… How can you say that I don’t love you… After all that you and I have been through… How can you turn your back and say, That you don’t care anyway…   How can you stare into my eyes? ...

  • I WANT U
    11

    I WANT U

    7 years ago

    AmO Imaes I WANT U I can feel the fire, Flowing through my veins… I can’t help myself, But love the pain… Every ounce of me, Wants to flow into you, Like a needle, to an heroin addict, I’m addicted to you… My desires are...

  • Living On The Edge of my Heart
    4

    Living On The Edge of my Heart

    7 years ago

    AmO Images I sit on the edge of my bed, Thinking about these thoughts in my head… Wondering if any of it will come true… Telling God; that I give it all to you. Pieces of my heart on the floor, To afraid to walk away from...

  • Pure Bliss
    6

    Pure Bliss

    5 years ago

    AmO Images My lips are stained forever with the touch of your kiss, How I imagined you and I in the world of pure bliss… We dance in the moonlight, We walk hand in hand, Our feet gently caressing, The soft beautiful sand… Hawaii...

  • Victim of Love
    3

    Victim of Love

    5 years ago

    AmO Images I lie on the floor in pain… Your love seem so distant, Your heart seems so vain… Now I feel lonely again. I need a replacement… I need the perfect sin to fill me in. I look up at the ceiling, Words, Expressions,...

  • You're My Addiction
    5

    You're My Addiction

    7 years ago

    You are my addiction… My passion, My fire… You are all that my heart desires… I secretly crave for your touch, I die without my fix…. I need you so much. The victim of your love, I can hardly function without, My...

  • All The Things That I Love About You...
    0

    All The Things That I Love About You...

    5 years ago

    AmO Images I love how you make me laugh... The smile on your face, The warmth of your love and embrace... I love how you make feel.... Inside when there's feelings, For you that I cannot hide... I love how you make me see... The world...

  • Chasing Wind
    2

    Chasing Wind

    5 years ago

    AmO Images All I am doing is chasing wind. Chasing the emptiness... Of something that used to be there. Chasing the old reality, To make it the new reality once more. It is a lot of work... Don't think I wanna do it anymore. Told...

  • Love Me The Way I Am
    16

    Love Me The Way I Am

    7 years ago

    AmO Images Love me for me, Not for what you wish me to be, Love me for who I am, Tell me how you feel.... Be a man... Why can't you see... The goodness in me... How can you be so blind? To not see that this is me! How can you...

  • I'm In Love With You
    8

    I'm In Love With You

    7 years ago

    AmO Images It’s 2:29am and I can’t sleep…. My heart barely beating, Skipping its beat… You’re never far from my heart, The thought that stays on my mind… Wish it was sometimes easy, To leave the you and I behind…. My...

  • A Mother's Love She Cannot Hide
    5

    A Mother's Love She Cannot Hide

    7 years ago

    AmO Images You were born to be blessed, With lots of happiness, Feeling the love, Of your mother's warm embrace, Gently touching your lovely face…. Never leaving your side, A mother’s love, She cannot hide… She will hold you...

  • Thinking About You
    14

    Thinking About You

    7 years ago

    AmO Images On this Rainy day, I'm thinking about you... Wondering if your smiling, Laughing, Or doing something cool.... Sitting on my bed, With my hands in my head, Thinking about life... And what to do on this day... So far I got nothing...

  • My Memories of Us
    5

    My Memories of Us

    7 years ago

    AmO Images Tainted by your love, The color red, Flowing through my veins, Sometimes I miss you, So much more than pain... It starts with a thought, Of you and I, Hiking up.... Into the beautiful sky.... Painting dreams together, Dancing in the...

  • I Love Thee Sweet
    10

    I Love Thee Sweet

    8 years ago

     Where did I go wrong, To you is where I belong, Loving thee, Who's loving me, I seek the growth of memories.... I look into your eyes, I'm deeply mesmerized, Can't remember where I'm standing, Except feel hopelessly in love. You hold me like...

  • NUMB THIS HEART
    4

    NUMB THIS HEART

    8 years ago

    AmO Images Numb is what I need to feel, Would be easier to take a pill, But still the hurt remains, Deep within my veins.... The pain of loving you, Unbearable and yet so easy to do, All that I thought I knew, Now gone because of you... Met...

  • Letting Go Of Me
    3

    Letting Go Of Me

    8 years ago

    I'm moving on... I'm letting go, This is the way, It has to be. I hurt so much, Deep down inside, A set back again, I cannot hide. Why did you bother, You should have stayed away, You brought back the pain, That was once familiar to me... The...

  • MY BEAUTIFUL HEART
    4

    MY BEAUTIFUL HEART

    8 years ago

    AmO Images  You will always have my heart, Even though we were forced to part, I often think about you, And wonder what it is that your up to. Sometimes it's hard to breathe, Often I think it's not easy to be me... Although we are worlds apart,...

  • Tortured by Your Memory
    11

    Tortured by Your Memory

    8 years ago

    AmO Images My heart bleed, The love in me.... I see your face, In front of me, Except your not there, Just a memory. The pain of missing you, Damaging my veins, Twisted Gut, I'm in a rut.... Walls up against me, No where to turn, No voice, No...

  • The Lonely Heart
    10

    The Lonely Heart

    8 years ago

    AmO Images The Lonely Heart My true love, I miss thee, I miss your love, I miss you kissing me. I miss the friendship, We used to share, I miss you admiring me, As you touched my hair, I miss the days when things were good, I miss the times you...

  • My Darkness, My World
    10

    My Darkness, My World

    8 years ago

    AmO Images - By Christine The darkness I see, Exists inside of me... Side by side we walk, Often we have a talk... The lights so hard to reach, I see it in the distance, I run towards the light, To vanish all of my existence. Standing in the...

  • The Missing Piece of Me
    8

    The Missing Piece of Me

    7 years ago

    AmO Images The Missing Piece of Me Old feelings still haunting me... The thoughts of you still linger... Somehow I feel myself walking back, Every breath I take begin to hurt... I listen to songs that remind me of you, I start to cry, My heart...

  • My Poem - Breathe
    30

    My Poem - Breathe

    8 years ago

    AmO Images Breathe... Breathe.... I'm under water, I hear a gentle voice say, Breathe... Breathe.. Drowning in the depths of my mind, The gentle voice... Still by my side, Telling me to, breathe.... Breathe... Tears...

  • A Paranormal Experience
    15

    A Paranormal Experience

    7 years ago

    AmO Images It was always hard for me as a child growing up. My life was far from simple. It was an adventure and yet, I hardly understood the whole meaning of what my life was. I remember in my younger years... I never felt quite normal, and...

  • The Temptress - Really Short Story
    7

    The Temptress - Really Short Story

    8 years ago

    AmO Images   She stood there with a pulchritudinous smile. and Laughed as she took a breath.   The ability to stand there looking so breath taking, Her intentions grasped at every opportunity, To get what she really wanted.   ...

  • The Lords Embrace
    8

    The Lords Embrace

    8 years ago

    Photo by: JoeRosh1675 I'm there I'm there... sitting beside myself, Thinking about the world... How I'm going to miss it, One day when I'm gone. I wonder if I'll be able to visit, Those I leave behind... I'm going to miss being in the physcial...

  • The Painter and her Canvas
    16

    The Painter and her Canvas

    8 years ago

    Photo by: Rebasue THE PAINTER: She brushes her hair away from her face, Lifting up her paint brush. Stroke after stroke she's amazed, At the color of her work. She engages in such beauty, The creation that she is creating, As she's painting...

  • Ghostly Figure
    4

    Ghostly Figure

    8 years ago

      Spirit: Ghostly figure in the night, Ghostly figure out of sight, I can sense you every where, I can also feel your stare... You come to see where you started, Just to find out that you've departed. You still can't get used to seeing me...

  • My Sad Heart
    6

    My Sad Heart

    8 years ago

    Worlds apart Why would you want to break my heart? After I told you how I felt... Why wouldn't you stay with me, Like you said that you would, Even when all odds failed... You told me you loved me, That you had me on a shrine, You said you...

  • My Love for Dancing
    5

    My Love for Dancing

    8 years ago

    Photo: ImageHousing.com DANCE I dance with passion, I dance with love, I dance with movement from head-to-toe... I feel the music in my soul. I feel the music in my feet, I dance to the rhythm and the beat, I sway from side-to-side.. I show the...

  • My Trip to Heaven
    3

    My Trip to Heaven

    5 years ago

    AmO Images HEAVEN I saw heaven when I was down, no one came, no one was around. It was a beautiful sight to see, except it was only me. I called out a few names and no one answered. The minute I sat down, I caught a glance of the...

  • The Forgiving Heart
    3

    The Forgiving Heart

    8 years ago

    AmO Images FORGIVENESS I heard a voice from around the corner, The more I turned it seemed further, I kept walking with my head to the ground, Until I heard a distinctive sound, And in the wind I heard a voice say… "Pick your head up" I...

  • Standing Still
    0

    Standing Still

    5 years ago

    AmO Images STANDING STILL Standing still is not something that I like to do, So make up your mind, About what you want me for.. I am confused I can't do this anymore. Why must we go on this way...? Live like this day-to-day..., Can't...

  • Love Me Tender
    2

    Love Me Tender

    8 years ago

    AmO Images LOVE Just another reason why I shouldn't lie, About the way I feel inside, Open your eyes there's a world to see, Sometimes I wish I was bird set free, I want to fly the world more than once. Maybe an actress like Kirsten Dunst! ...

  • IF YOU LEAVE ME
    6

    IF YOU LEAVE ME

    8 years ago

    IF YOU LEAVE ME If you leave me I'll cry, You'll break my heart, And I'll die. I know I'm stubborn in my ways, But I haven't had a man that stayed, Please don't leave me, Or I'll cry, The pain will kill me, And I'll die, I know I'm...

  • MY HOMELESS BROTHER
    6

    MY HOMELESS BROTHER

    8 years ago

    AmO Images MY HELPLESS BROTHER I see you sitting near the wall, Looking malnourished, And miserable, I really do want to help you to get back on your feet, So you can somehow start to see, That life for you can be precious, Only if you...

  • PASSION LOVE
    15

    PASSION LOVE

    8 years ago

    Photo: ImageHousing.com THE BURNING PASSION Your lips touched my lips, And we kissed... I fell in the moment, Of pure... bliss. I touched your chest and licked your lips, I worked my way down to your hips. You lift me up and gazed at me, ...

  • MY DESTINED TO BE
    0

    MY DESTINED TO BE

    5 years ago

    Destiny I wish I had a new start, Someone who can mend my heart, Teach me how to live again, Have fun, Enjoy life, Until the end. Someone I can trust and call my own, Smile with and make a happy home, I wonder often if that day will...

  • THE DAY MY SOUL DIED
    12

    THE DAY MY SOUL DIED

    8 years ago

    AmO Imaging MY FIRST LOVE I had the greatest feeling the other day, that you loved me in a huge way, you looked into my eyes, and kissed me. squeezed me tight, and said you'll miss me.... Nothing could have prepared me for this day, I...

  • ENUFF
    6

    ENUFF

    6 years ago

    I got enuff things on my mind, I don't need you to tell me what it is that I should do all the time, Why don't you kick back, relax, and worry about you! It's time for me to go do something new, See places, Do things, And not worry about what I...

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