Through the trials and tribulations, turmoil and mistakes, degrading and tainting of character, the Lord has proven himself to be faithful to his every word that will not return unto him void. When the world neglected me and I neglected myself, he showed me Grace and Mercy.
There's definitely conflict between the lower vibrational being of oneself fighting against the higher vibrational being of whom we all were created to be. I refer to it as, "a battle between the Beauty and the Beast."
When true love seems to be misconceived by those who don't know how to love, it leaves you no other choice, but to imagine a happy long lasting expected end with someone who compliments your soul and contributes to your entire existence.
Imagine being a parent who failed to fulfill your dreams and years later, you're blessed with a child who carries the same passion that once ignited in your soul? The only difference is, they unlocked purpose and you are filled with resentment and regret, but what are you to do? That is your child.