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One of the most frightening days of my childhood was math class. I was not able to solve any math problem, not able to answer any questions in math. My teacher used to scold, my parents used to hit badly because of my poor performance in math. As a kid I feared math. Reading numbers having more digits, fractions, decimals, addition of decimals, addition of fractions etc. I had to solve problems, answer their questions. The terror of making mistakes, beatings, scolding’s created a type of allergy towards math. I had no idea about ’how to learn math.’

My progress report was very consistent with red mark. Our school principal’s chamber became more familiar to my parents. My parents met my math teacher regularly. They used to discuss my ‘math scary,’ in my absence and also in my presence. She labeled me as ‘slow learner’. But the fact was, I was learning nothing.

One day my math teacher asked me to solve problem on the board, I was standing near the board, had no idea, my teacher tried to give some hint, I haven’t moved an inch, looking down, with sweating palms. She asked me few simple basic questions; I was not able to answer many of them. Her patience was tested; I was beaten continuously half an hour. I cried, it was tough day of my life. I was treated like mentally disordered child.

As I understand it, I was honest, I tried to learn math, they forced me to memorize math table, but bad luck was, the moment I tried to learn math I was going blind. I felt that I was left behind my classmates. My dad arranged math tutor, they bought some puzzle books and made me to solve. My teacher said, ‘practice makes man perfect’ practice math, my parents said, wake up early in the morning and read math, and they made me so, but the result was same.

As a kid I was always compared with my sister, she was ranking top. My parents were completely worried about my future. In school, I was always blamed by my teacher. She asked all the questions which I was not known. She said “he is weak in math” My parent said “he is weak in math” My sister said “he is very weak in math” One day my tutor was asked by my parents, he said ”he never learn math, he is slow learner, he need remedial teaching, I tried my best, rest is left to you.”

It was tough experience for my mom. She had no idea, but she was the only one out of this universe said that, ‘you are brilliant, you will be good in math’. but it was not enough to overcome my math scary. There was extreme pressure on me. My dad wanted me to become an engineer. He said “if you are not strong in math, you will be weak in your life”

Other part of my math scary was math home work. I had to complete home work and submit in time, even though I was not able to do. This inevitability forced me to make friendship with classmates who are good in math. I used to bring their completed home workbook and copying word by word .These submitted home work book were corrected by our math teacher and she used to put ‘A ‘grade on that. Till today I wasn’t able to understand that logic.

The worst part of this mania was, the terror of non promotion to next class. The good news was that I was good enough to score average grades in other subjects. As I grew up I used my own technique, it worked, and my new math teacher said “he is improving”. My teacher used to give revision at the time of tests. I used to mark those problems and started mugup. Reading whole night before the math test and writing test next day. Usually they used to ask same questions. Luckily this technique worked out for unit tests. but the problem was at the time of examination. At the time of unit test two or three chapters they used to keep. But during examinations it didn’t. Memorizing whole year syllabus was almost impossible. So this is how my math scary continued. I feared by geometrical figures, decimals, fractions, started to hate math and also math teacher. They looked like my enemies. Believe it or not If I would have given a gun with only one bullet, permitted to shoot, I would have shot my math teacher. I was gutted by math.

One day my dad asked me “I don’t think you will be promoted to next class, what do you want do?” I was excited; I thought this opportunity may change my life. I was gutted; I badly wanted to come out of this school system. I answered, “I will do business” (I was not known what business is) He laughed at me, and said “Doing business without knowing math is falling in the sea by tying a big stone to neck.” He forced me to find the way to learn math.

As a child, I use to enjoy dreaming, playing, and swimming. I was curious about so many things, which always gave immense pleasure. I wondered, how some of my friends are very good in math? What made me handicap in math? I was jealous about my friends; slowly I began to avoid few of my friends who are good in math. Slowly, unknowingly, I was in a circle of friends who are academically weak. Slowly, a type of self image built deep inside me. I wanted to stay alone, avoiding groups, fear to learn math. (Later I came to know this is inferiority complex.)

The worst terrible day was examination result day, The promotion list from 8th to 9th was announced. But my name was not in the list. It was a shock to my mom, she cried. I was completely blank, as I remembered the hurting part of my result was most of my friends were promoted to 9th.The feeling of studying in the same class was very painful.

Once we got progress report, except math in rest of the subject I had fair grades. My dad requested the principal for providing chance to rewrite exam in math. They allowed me to take an exam, this time I was advised to learn selected chapters, I worked hard, finally I got passing grade. I was promoted to 9th. Believe it or not that was my last passing grade, from mid 9th I ranked top in the class in math.

Now my favorite subject is math, I am working as a math lecturer, visiting as a resource person for several institutes, running my own math tuition center, producing 100% results successively from last 12 years. So many of my students scored 100 out of 100 in their annual board exams. I wrote a book on math to state syllabus.

What made my math easy? Or how did I learn math easily?

The last episode of taking re- exam put me under absolute pressure. We use to get around month and half holidays, once we get the annual result. Those vacations are our dreamiest days and most mesmerizing days of every child, no one wants to miss. No school, no home work, spending whole day with friends on the field. But as I was detained in the same class, I had to rewrite exam, I had to miss. The pain with which I gone through was dreadfully bad. Whenever I opened my book tried to learn math, balls and bats, friends and their groups were playing on books. I was living in an apprehensive world. I started thinking that, all of my friends are very happy, they are enjoying, no exams for them, only I am struggling. Why? Why? Why? 3333333333333 misiries shows ways to sunshine.

Why only few of us are struggling? Why is this school system so painful for me?

This question screwed my brain, after the exam, even after the result.

One morning my dad asked me to get ready and follow him, He took me to somebody’s house and introduced me, to unknown gentleman and to his son ‘Roshan’ and therein he took both of us to one more gentleman’s office. I was waiting outside the office , they were doing some discussions. They called me inside, and my dad said ‘this sir is your math tutor, with Roshan you are attending math class.’ The teacher looked at me and thrown a piece of paper and asked me to solve what is on the paper. I was going blank, I wrote something to some thing and looking beneath the table which separating us and teacher. He just gone through that, took a deep breath and said ‘not bad’. Our timings was fixed , I and Roshan had to come to that place for math coaching.

The next day was my first math class. My parents had no expectations, but they didn’t forget to encourage me. I and Roshan went to our first math class, but it was first only for me but not to Roshan, as he already spend one year over there. I was little optimistic because, Roshan explained about that tutor little bit, but my anxiety continues.

Here it comes my first class, how beautiful it was; I enjoyed like anything. The way he put things, the easiest examples of this nature, questions, answers, stupidity of humans,beauty of nature,curiosity,natural events, relation between natural events… ……… was fearless math. It was a period it built a ray of hope to my future. Within a few days I realized that MATH is not a table, not formula, it is not a theorem, it is nothing. It is just like studying ‘ history of human evolution with lot of fun’. Do you want to know what he taught first day? What was his first question to me in first day? and he gave me a similar to this book to get ready. Try this


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      Sanifia 16 months ago

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      david 5 years ago

      sir i love maths but i don't know it, the worst of all is, am going to study economics in the university and yet i don't know maths . please how can you help me? please sir.

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      Maddie 5 years ago

      Everyone in my class gets around 80-90 in Maths, and I get 60. Only subject where I'm bad, and everyone tops. I really wanna change this/ :\

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      chelsea 5 years ago

      I never wanted to hear about math but with your story I want to hear.

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      yash sankhla 5 years ago

      i always try my best to learn & but i always fails to do soo....& when i start practicing i start getting bored & can't concentrate on it.........please help me

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      Angel 5 years ago

      I don't know maths please help me.

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      Harioni 5 years ago

      I love you my darling

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      Muniba 5 years ago

      I don't even know the basics please someone help me :(

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      Keis williamson 5 years ago

      Eish i really nid help coz i dnt wana fail,am very weak in maths,am in teacher thnks am useless but god wil help me,plz any 1 help!

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      rukishara 5 years ago

      I LIKE MATHS ... but i don't like to study why is that...

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      abha verma 6 years ago

      i hv a great fear of maths..!!

      plzzz help me how to study..!!!! m always trying my best but reslt was always same.....!!!!!!!!!!plzzz help me..!!!!!!!! m sad

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      Anu biju jacob 6 years ago


      please help me.iam too week in maths. what can in do for this?

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      Parvaiz from kashmir safapora manasbal 6 years ago

      My math is very weak from start how i make base in my maths my no. Is this 7298179737 plz contact me any one

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      mohammad umar 6 years ago

      Hi i am a enginnering studen and iam too weak in mathemtics plz help me out...

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      kiran 6 years ago

      i m very week in maths even i want become c.a pls can u help me..!

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      vishal 6 years ago

      nice ideas

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      magi 6 years ago

      I like simple maths...only. but maths is a easy to score much marks

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      Samuel bonsu 6 years ago

      pls i don't know how to lean math pls show me how to lean that but my friend derrick is good in math i don't understand

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      Samuel bonsu 6 years ago

      but me i don't know how to lean math am in class five in Ghana my teacherbeat me i cant solve any math question i want someone to teach me math but am good in ENGLISH,SCIENCE,ICT,AND RME AND CRATIVE ART i don't understand but my friend know how to solve mathematics i don't understand

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      junio jeffrey 6 years ago

      am not good in maths , iwant to study mechanical engineering but have started practising and i know almighty God will help me.

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      vivek 6 years ago

      I m gud in maths but not fast what can i do for speed

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      lobsang namgyal 6 years ago

      i am good in maths but i ever score 100% in my past exams why? i want to the perfect answer so please helping me....thank you!

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      ishfaq 6 years ago

      i also don't know math my teacher always beat me and i am a pakistani when my teacher take a test from all the class i copy on the others boys it just me is failed

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      jS 6 years ago

      how to learn math???? i like that math but i don't know math i agree this is game but very diffical and he is put presher every student but it is possible to learn

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      Hardik panchal 6 years ago from Bangalore

      Me also suffering from maths. I did not understand why i not able to learn maths ?as a BE student i just want to make my math good .sir can u help me....

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      tina 6 years ago

      i hate maths...i don't no why???

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      nikita 6 years ago

      u know wot i just h8 maths i hav frds who r very god in maths they help meh ..but i always poor in maths..i thought i was the only gal who doesn't know maths but iam not alone..:(

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      Eileen Goodall 6 years ago from Buckinghamshire, England

      It's really strange that when I was at school like everyone else I hated maths, now I'm all grown-up (well most of me) I absolutely love maths. I've found some maths tricks that we were never taught at school and I'm teaching them to my daughter, I will be posting some hubs on the maths, in really easy to understand language I hope everyone will have a look, I have just posted one which is a little trick to amaze your friends - let me know what you all think.

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      vibhushna 6 years ago

      my hatred subject is maths

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      SONY 7 years ago

      I would like to share ur experience with my students. In what way ur tutor explained

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      TroyM 7 years ago

      Interesting ideas on learning math...Thanks!

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      Safina 7 years ago

      Ijust love maths!!! guess how much i got in maths test 100% in two whole math test EEEEEEEEEPPPPPP

      PS 0754278244

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      monika 7 years ago

      nice... but wats next... in wat way tutor hav xplined nd.... wat happened nxt... in wat way tutor made maths easy to u....

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      aslanlight 7 years ago from England

      Your story of being so afraid of maths, then overcoming your fear to become extremely good at it's very encouraging. I'm doing a maths course because I'm doing a science degree but I'm not good at it. Perhaps you could add some tips on how to make it easier?

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      Someone 7 years ago


      Very very beautiful writing!

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      Eknaath Nagarkar 7 years ago

      I think it is the fear back of your mind that inhibited you a great deal! It happens Mohan especially to a child.

      Eknaath Nagarkar

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      Tushar 7 years ago

      Sir pls tel me i m week in math so tel me some sugestion?

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      sabir  7 years ago

      i have no idia about maths

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      prince ali 7 years ago

      i am 2 week in math and i don t know why? i don t like the math that s my plz can u help me plz to improve my math and to like math because of math i don t rnjoy the school i am good enogh in rest subjects only in math so plz help......................

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      nikhil.d.charri 7 years ago

      i am very week in maths and i want to become good in maths please help mqae to learn maths easily pleas help...........

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      Sayooj 8 years ago

      Sir please help me ...How to learn maths...Im doing engineering and cant get to third year because of only maths arrears....Pleasd what was ur technique...

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      George Poe 8 years ago from United Kingdom

      Great !! I've bookmarked this for further viewing..

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      George Poe 8 years ago from United Kingdom

      Very good piece of writing.

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      anushka 8 years ago

      Kindly tell the way you learnt maths.Why did you leave in between?What happened in your first class?

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      Ritu Kiranbv 8 years ago

      please keep in going where is the rest of the document...?

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      saddam 8 years ago

      yes..........but whats the tecnique???......i muged up and paseed in 12 th strugling in b.e ....continuously keeping arreAR IN MATHS


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