M.A.N.I.A The Unknown
M.A.N.I.A The Unknown
M.A.N.I.A
M. A . N . I. A
I think I may be losing touch with reality?
I have a loss appetite I am sleeping less
Than 4 hours a day.
I have excessive energy.
Am I hearing voices or are they my thoughts.
Five shadows follow when I am conscious and
Awake....
Which is a symbol of Angels surrounding
And calling you on Earth in the spiritual
World.
Unlike 8 Shadows following you, which means
Your time is up on earth and your calling may
Not be that of the LIGHT.
I can't trust what lies in my mind, do you have
An idea how scary that is? Let alone confusing.
I feel as though my own thoughts are strangling
Me,chocking my very exsistance.
I gotta stop smoking cannabis as much as I love
You, you are going to be the death of me.
I jump out my bed terrified as though I am in
nightmare. I breathe some fresh air at the balcony.
In broad day light. Somebody save me I whisper
A prayer in my heart....
I look to the Heavens I wonder if God
Or my guardian Angels can hear me?
Who can save me when I can not even take
Better care of self a voice echoes in my head.
There are clouds hovering and drifting in the
surrounding atmosphere.
Yet I am not sure if they carry the rain blessings
The rain. Although they are dark and Heavy....
It starts to drizzle, nature is feeding life
Unlike draughts which make life unbearable
For farmers and all forms of life.
Even the camel needs to store water to survive
In the desert.
I glance and at first sight I laid my eyes on a tree....
The tree stood proud and stall and cast a shadow
the size of a giant‎.
The branches had bird nests, and I wondered
When the eggs would hatch, most importantly
The pretty little birdies had a home.
The branch of the tree was thick it showed
Character how long and how many seasons
The tree had been through and survived.
The roots were entrenched deeply into the fertile
Soil.....
Moment of Sanity,
It all started with a seed.....
It all started with a seed! A seed!.....
It all started with a seed! A seed ! seed!..
Count your blessings,take absolutely nothing
For granted.
Not even this MOMENT..........
M. A . N . I. A
Gods Poet Nkosi