Trying To Make Sense Of It All

I think different

I am different

I do not want to copy someone else unless they have a better way

I constantly play with the thoughts in my head

Sometimes I lose them before they even get to the paper

I wonder where they go

I can not worry about that now

Another idea popped in my head to replace the one I let slide

Only so much time and I have to produce

I drive myself to the limit and then push on further

Where I end up only God knows

I have tried to do what is right

I keep on believing in myself and my dreams

I see a future others don't see

I see a vision that haunts me

I have to try to make things come  alive

I have to help others in some way in my life

My time is limited and I am gifted

My mission is clear

I want to help those who struggle

I want to help those that fear

I am only one person

I am a friend

I am thoughtful to the end

I often get pushed aside and stepped on

That doesn't bother me

I know my dreams can never be broken

I will gladly let other people go first

I know it will take patience

I will find a place where I feel no hurt

I see the beauty in life that others miss

I could never add to what nature has magnificiently designed

I just want to enjoy it one more time