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Alzheimer's Disease - Preparing for Assisted Living

Updated on June 28, 2014
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Linda lives in the foothills of the Blue Ridge Mountains in central Virginia. She lost her father to Alzheimer's disease in 2015.

62 years of love
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Loss of Conrol

Let’s face it – sooner or later Alzheimer's disease takes control and robs your loved one of their ability to live independently. We are forced to admit that no matter how strong we are or how much money we have, some things are just bigger than we are. One of those things is Alzheimer’s Disease. It is a disease that we may never fully understand. How could we? The person whose mind has erased all but partial memories can’t tell us how it feels. Science can explain the physiological changes but not the emotions. Science can’t give us the answers for all the questions we have.

We are never really prepared.

The recent changes in my Dad’s mental status have been alarming. His increasing outbursts of anger have left our family concerned for my Mom’s safety. It is not something our family knows much about. We are peaceful, loving people who express anger in words, not actions. That was then. This is now. We are not prepared for this journey but here we are – on the road to big changes.

A Change Is Going To Come

For anyone who has a loved one with Alzheimer’s Disease, there is a fear that one day you will have to place that loved one in an environment that can ensure their safety. The words ‘assisted-living’ don’t sound very threatening. We’ve used them many times in our family as we talked about the future with my Mom and Dad. What we did not say was ‘locked’. The thought of my Dad needing to be locked into a secure unit never crossed our minds. As I’ve said, we are a peaceful, loving family so how did we arrive here?

A visit with the geriatric psychiatrist this week pulled the proverbial rug out from under us. I quote – “It is time to place your Dad in an assisted-living facility and there are three in the area that have locked units.” The words still resonate in my mind – locked unit…locked unit…locked unit. This is my Dad we are talking about, not some criminal or wild animal. And this is the emotional me talking. The practical, rational me knows the psychiatrist is right but that doesn’t make it any easier to accept.

Preparing for Assisted-Living

The psychiatrist advised the following steps to begin the process.

  • Contact the local Alzheimer’s Foundation office for guidance.
  • Visit each assisted-living facility and talk to the staff.
  • Prepare a financial statement including assets and debt.
  • Choose the facility that ‘feels’ like the best fit.

That doesn’t seem too difficult and it makes perfect sense. It’s the next step that is impossible to wrap my brain around.

“There'll be two dates on your tombstone And all your friends will read 'em But all that's gonna matter is that little dash between 'em”. - Kevin Welch

What about that house full of memories?

Mom and Dad have lived in the same house for 55 years. We moved there when I was three. My brother was born three years later. We rode our first bikes in that yard, caught the school bus for the first time on that street, and stole our first kiss in the basement of that house. We celebrated birthdays and anniversaries around the dining room table and the walls hold photographs of our childhood and our ancestors too. Mom never threw anything away, especially if it had sentimental value. There are dozens of cabinets and chests full of trinkets of our lives. The closets are still the keepers of our first report cards and letters from our teachers. The hutch in the dining room holds all the crystal, china, and silver that we rarely used but were so proud to have. And I wonder, how do you pack 55 years of memories into a few boxes that Mom and Dad can carry with them into an assisted-living facility? How do you choose what goes and what stays? And then what? Will those precious memories become someone else’s auction treasure or a ‘best buy’ from a yard sale?

Understanding and Hope

As hard as it is for me to wrap my brain around this process, it must be much harder on my Mom. Dad may not even notice but Mom is terrified. Her home was her pride and joy. It was her sole purpose in life to provide a warm and comfortable home for her family and their friends. And now, she is being told, not asked, to give it up. When I look in her eyes, I see the sadness. I see the fear. I want to reassure her; to make this new adventure seem exciting. I want to believe that if I’m okay with it, she will be too. I need to believe it.

Remembering the Lessons With Love

Life is a great teacher. It can teach us to celebrate health and wealth and it can teach us to appreciate and value each day. Many of us lose patience with the elderly. We accuse them of being stuck in the past. They don’t walk fast enough and their stories take too long to tell. We rush them along and listen with only one ear. We express our frustration when they resist change and refer to the past as the good old days while we refer to their present as the golden years. Tell me though, what is golden about packing a lifetime of memories into a few boxes and leaving the only place that ever felt like home?

Our elders deserve to be treated with dignity. They look to us now for reassurance and comfort; the same reassurance and comfort they gave to us when they wiped our runny nose or skinned our knees on the playground. When we were bullied at school they held us and told us how strong we were and that no one, nowhere, would ever hurt us as long as they were around. Don’t they deserve that from us?

It is impossible to really prepare to give up the home we have loved or the things that we collected over a lifetime. We can't prepare our parent or loved one for life in assisted-living but we can be a positive influence as they face a future of fear and uncertainty. We can remind them that a house is not a home. It is the love of family that makes a home. We can remind them of the days of your youth when their voice comforted you and promised to never leave you alone. Make them the same promise. Remember that fear has no respect for age and that even at 80, when you have lived through economic depression, illness, and death, that you can still be afraid.

We may not be able to pack all the memories of a lifetime into a few boxes but we can carry the rest in our hearts. And maybe, just maybe, once the dust settles, we can sit for a spell and share the stories.

“You might have loved me, if you had known me. If you had ever known my mind. If you would have walked through my dreams and memories. Who knows what treasures you might have found. Yes, you might have loved me. If you had only taken the time.” - Author Unknown

© 2013 Linda Crist


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  • lrc7815 profile imageAUTHOR

    Linda Crist 

    5 years ago from Central Virginia

    Shauna, I am so sorry to hear about your friend's Mom. It must be even harder living so far away and having to wonder each day if her Mom is okay. Thank God I only live about ten minutes from my folks - for now. Yes, the doctor has informed us that Dad has to be moved and he he has reached the more severe stage of Alzheimer's so he must be in a facility that has a locked unit. That will prevent him from wandering and getting lost. The next few months will be difficult but once the dust settles, I think both me and my brother will feel better knowing that both my parents are safe and secure. Thanks for caring my friend.

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    Linda Crist 

    5 years ago from Central Virginia

    Hello lovedoctor. I am sorry to hear that your Mom has been diagnosed with dementia. It is so sad to watch someone we love and admire lose themselves in the fog of these diseases. Personally, I feel like we have to talk about it and share our stories. We are the first generation to face the problems of dementia is such mass proportion to our population so in a sense, we are writing the history of dementia and Alzheimer's. Thanks for the visit and I sincerely wish you and your family a slow and gentle journey.

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    Shauna L Bowling 

    5 years ago from Central Florida

    Linda, my heart goes out to you. My neighbor and best friend is now going through this with her mother, who lives in Georgia. Apparently, her mom is in the beginning stages. My neighbor has a niece who lives within miles of "Granny", but won't stop in to see if she's Ok or even spend a few nights with her. My neighbor is up there now, spending the week. Eventually, she will have to bring her mother here to live with her until time for more professional care.

    It's all so sad.

    Are your mom and dad both moving to assisted living? I just keep seeing the movie, "The Notebook" in my head. It's a beautiful, yet very sad movie. At the same time, it's a tale of true love 'til the end.

    May God bless you and your family, Linda.

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    5 years ago

    I feel your pain. It's a tough situation for everyone involved especially in cases where the person is not willing to cooperate. My mom was recently diagnosed with dementia and she's only 62 years old. For now, it's mild. My dad is the primary caregiver and my brother and I help as much as we can too, but like I mentioned, it's a challenge. I'm even thinking of earning a certificate in mental health counseling. It's important to stay informed as much as possible since this is a disease that unfortunately progresses. The idea of assisted living facility sounds scary and locking someone permanently is even scarier. thanks for sharing your story.

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    Linda Crist 

    5 years ago from Central Virginia

    Amy, my friend, we are walking an unfamiliar road together. The decisions are hard but just as our parents did for us as children, we must make the best decisions for them now. Yes, dementia is progressive and it can progress rapidly, as my Dad is demonstrating now. Still, these decisions would not be any easier if we had many years to prepare for them. I remind myself daily that if we make these decisions with love and grab every moment we can to spend time with our parents, then we will have done the best we can do. No regret!

  • lrc7815 profile imageAUTHOR

    Linda Crist 

    5 years ago from Central Virginia

    Angela, having been there, you know so well what this journey is all about. Thank you for your beautiful remark and yes, I do know how blessed I am.

  • lrc7815 profile imageAUTHOR

    Linda Crist 

    5 years ago from Central Virginia

    Hi Eddy. Thanks for reading this one. I feel so strongly that we have to talk about this disease in a matter-of-fact manner. It can be embarrassing, heartbreaking, and infuriating - all perfectly normal emotions. We can't keep it in a closet.

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    Linda Crist 

    5 years ago from Central Virginia

    MrsBrownsParlor: I am relieved that you do not have a loved one with Alzheimer's bu want to applaud you for your volunteer efforts. Even as a volunteer it must be sad when your pattients no longer recognize you. Thanks for returning and sharng a part of you with e.

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    Amy Becherer 

    5 years ago from St. Louis, MO

    While I read your touching, sad piece, I saw my mother's beautiful face in every line about 'home'. When my dad died suddenly 10 years ago, my mom lost any joy in living. She rapidly became overwhelmed and began to exhibit memory loss and confusion. Her bypass heart surgery two-years ago furthered the process of dementia. She, like your mom and dad spent over 50 years in their home. Though her dementia is not profound, she has OCD, and any change is too much for her to bear. She has visited an upscale senior facility with independent living, assisted living and end of life care. Though she now must pay workers to maintain her large, beautiful yard and manage the tasks that dad use to handle, and though she complains at times about the tremendous amount of work in owning a home alone, she found many reasons for choosing to stay in her home for now. Unfamiliarity is disorienting and extremely distressful for her now. I do not envy the decisions you and your brother are having to make. I feel the most empathy for your dear mother, as she understands what is happening and will miss the familiarity of home. However, Linda, my mom's visits to Our Lady of Life were positive in the fact that she loved the conveniences of the apartment, which had a beautiful layout, new kitchen and offered one full meal a day served in an elegant dining room. She would have assess to a driver for grocery trips and doctor visits, too. I do that for her now and realize that, as her advocate for all medical visits, she can no longer remember the visits once we leave the office nor what the doctor said. I keep organized notes on every visit. At this point, my mom would need to enter into assisted living rather than as an independent apt resident. From what I have seen and personally know now about dementia, it is always progressive and sooner or later, everyone with a loved one suffering from any form of dementia must deal with the issues you have so thoughtfully shared. Thank you, Linda, and bless you and your family.

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    Angela Blair 

    5 years ago from Central Texas

    Dear one -- having taken care of my mom I know what you are going through. How wonderful that you had good and loving parents who have created a legacy within the hearts of their children that disease or time can never diminish. Best/Sis

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    5 years ago from Wales

    So well covered;heartbreaking conditions and thank you for sharing. Voted up.


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    Lurana Brown 

    5 years ago from Chicagoland, Illinois

    Your reply was compassionate and thoughtful so I wanted to clarify---I do not have a family member with Alzheimer's myself, but have known others who do. I also was a monthly volunteer for 2 years at a nursing home and there were some residents who did not ever indicate that they remembered me. The hardest was a lady who used to know me but then developed memory issues (not certain if it was Alzheimer's since I was a social visitor, medical info was not my business) and eventually said "Have you been here before?"...she only vaguely recognized me. It was so hard to see some of the drastic health deteriorations in residents too. That experience was small compared to what family members go through but it gave me a glimpse. There is a special kind of grief with Alzheimer's and my heart goes out to you.

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    Linda Crist 

    5 years ago from Central Virginia

    Hi MH. There are so many sides to this disease and it's important to talk about them all, the good, the bad, and the ugly. The size of our aging population combined with the increasing incidence of Alzheimer's has the potential to cripple our health care system and our economy. The minimum cost for assised living here in Virginia is $4000+ monthly. Insurance doesn't pay a dime unless you had the foresight to buy long-term care insurance when you were young. We need cures for all brain diseases!!!!!

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    Martin Kloess 

    5 years ago from San Francisco

    I have been very lucky to see the "kinder" (if one can use those words) side of Alzheimer's via my neighbor Ken and the Masonic Homes. But now, blessings to you.

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    Linda Crist 

    5 years ago from Central Virginia

    Sweet Faith - my shining star and angel here on earth - you always lift me up with your encouragement and prayers. I am so grateful for the love that surrounds us and for being born to parents who instilled in me that love is what really matters. Hugs!

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    Faith Reaper 

    5 years ago from southern USA

    Oh, precious heart, you are being so very strong and wise too. It is a difficult thing . . . this life sometimes as we go through it, and you're so right, that the memories we hold in our hearts are the most precious.

    Take it easy on yourself and know you are in my thoughts and prayers always.

    Hugs and love, Faith Reaper

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    Linda Crist 

    5 years ago from Central Virginia

    Thank you Jackie. There are so many who are dealing with this monster and many are in worse situations than mine. I think of them and pray for them.

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    Jackie Lynnley 

    5 years ago from The Beautiful South

    It really is the saddest thing. Some are luckier than others. It's like Russian Roulette, even doing all we can. My prayers are with you.

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    Linda Crist 

    5 years ago from Central Virginia

    Hello MrsBrownsParlour! Thanks for the visit today. I hope you are not living in the shadows of Alzheimer's as it is all too real for far too many. I appreciate your comment and wishes.

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    Linda Crist 

    5 years ago from Central Virginia

    Bill, my friend, I think of you and your friend every day. What a beautiful thing for you to do for him today. He may not remember the names of the flowers but I'd bet my life that he will know the joy they bring because they were planted with so much love. I am learning to remind myself that Alzheimer's disease is much harder on those it leaves in it's wake than it is on the person who has it. It may help you to remember that on those heavy-heart days too.

    Your compliment on my writing ability is undeserved here. I did not feel this was written with great skill but it was sure written with great heart. God I hope that sharing this journey helps just one. Love you too kindred.

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    Lurana Brown 

    5 years ago from Chicagoland, Illinois

    Heartachingly real and inspiring and helpful for others. I wish you and your family every blessing on this journey.

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    Bill Holland 

    5 years ago from Olympia, WA

    First, you are an excellent writer, but that really is mundane when discussing this hub. My heart goes out to you, Kindred. There are no other words necessary, but I'm a writer so of course there are more words.

    I went over to my friend's house today and planted some bulbs for him. He asked me what bulbs were. This is a man who has gardened his entire life. Yes, Alzheimer's patients deserve empathy, compassion and dignity. My heart is heavy today because I am losing my friend, slowly but surely, but he will always be with me.




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