The Love of a Mother Priceless
The Love of a Mother Priceless
The Love of a Mother
You found Love and cherished my Dad.
My Grandmother and Grandfather raised
Mother you sacrificed your life, and raised me
Installed my belief system.
You carried me in your womb taking caution
and taking the greatest of care, and with God's
Grace I was born great and healthy.
We went to church on Sundays and I was in
the choir at Sunday school.
I went to creche and primary school.
When you left this earth I was only 11.
My world shattered yet I was too young to
articulate or comprehend the loss of a parent.
Some nights were really dark it seems as though
The morning would not come.
Without your advise and love it was though to
become a man, I had to grow up I couldn't be a
child and be carefree. I made life difficult by not
taking care, how does one take care when you do
not know how precious your life is?
Cannabis I was introduced to at age 19.
It put a cloud of Darkness on my perception of
Life. I started writing Poetry got deeper into
reading biographies of Poets Psychologists
And ancient Philosophers.
I would Meditate for 3 to 5 hours a day...
Buddhism saved my life.
The principles of not to have a negative thought
No matter what life has thrown at you.
I was diagnosed Bi Polar 1 2001 I was 21....
I was shattered by the reality that I would be
On anti depressants the rest of my life.
I was in denial. I fought taking the medication.
And I continued abusing Cannabis.
I did fairly well in my first year studying a Diploma
In Tourism Management at Midrand University
Johannesburg South Africa 2002.
In my first year I passed 6 subjects and failed 4
In my second year 2003 I started smoking
cannabis again writing approximately 325 poems
that year also performing Poetry at Y FM one the
biggest commercial radio stations at the time.
I had my first relapse age 23
And I only passed 3 modules out of ten in my
I am now left with 10 modules to complete my
I had to start working 2004 as I had depleted my
funds to study further.
I worked for America. Online in a call center doing
customer Service for 6 months. Then Jacklyn
Enterprises a UK call center doing customer
service, 6 months as well.
I now had a years experience 2005 January.
I then became an asset and diligent call center
winning awards for best customer service and
punctuality . I worked for Standard Bank Head
Office for a year doing debt collections in their call
Centre and received two blue star awards that
year. I worked for Vodacom Business call center
for a year 2007 August to August 2008 being the
top agent for 11 months.
2010 I went back to university to complete my
National Diploma in Tourism yet I was not focused
And I did not complete my final Year.
2011 January I worked for Neotel a Tele
Communications company in South Africa.
I was there for 16 Months and was a Top achiever
For 14 months.
I worked for Britehouse SAP2013 to January 2014
Then I worked for Autopage March 2014 to August
I was a top agent for 4 months our of my 6 months
I bought a scooter 2011 July with my savings from my wages
It has been good to me and I am driving my bike
till this day. Her name my scooter is Poetic
Last name Hades I will have her for four years in
I now have 5 years 4 months experience in the call
center work environment I am a senior
I was born 1980.07.05
I turn 35 this year. Thank You God for all the
lessons , not all lessons are wrapped up as a gift
Life may be unkind at times yet your life and
happiness is more precious than any
Mother I know you watching me, and I stay close
to you through prayer good Deeds meditation
building and sustaining relations with family
friends and those who want to witness my success
As we stand in today's reality my ambition
Is to settle my debt it will take 16 months
From when I am employed.
Renovate me and my sister's town house.
Purchase another bike.
And save for another property at age 48 fully paid.
And another at age 58.
Retire at age 68 with a million rand in savings from
Have a passive income of 40 000 from my two
Travel to India once a year, chill with the Swamiz
In the mountains. Visit Greece and visit and learn
more about the Greek culture and Mythology.
Locally visit the Game Farms.
In Africa go to the Congo see the glory of the
forests and the might of the mountain gorillas.
The Universe please give me time and may I have
the patience and wisdom to spend it wisely.
The Love of a Mother (One Day May I Find God)
Gods Poet Nkosi