Why Did It Have to Be Like This
No one ever knows what it feels like
or what you're going through in your life.
No one knows the way you feel each day
unless they try walking in your shoes.
When I have a bad day , like the one
let's say I had to suffer today, and
When my spirits are very low,they will
only know when I look all sad and blue.

I ask The Lord in prayer each day
What can I do to change my life
I feel like I am slowly losing hope and
I don't know what to do
Why did I have to have a life like this
full of torment and pain.
My tears cascade down my face
like constant falling rain.
I am asking you My Lord why these painful thoughts
going through my head each day and night I feel
cannot be erased
Let me feel like singing,not sad and blue all day
Let me laugh like I mean it and not like it's expected
of me to do
I don't want to be like this anymore, I wish I knew
the reason, I wish I knew WHY.