~ ~ ~ Twelve years since i last saw my little sister ~ ~ ~
It was twelve years ago when you had to
pack your suitcase and leave your family
behind. December 5th , 2000 i will never
forget i was the only one of your sisters
who came to bid you good bye.
We use to fuss and fight and sometimes you
cried all night. Yet we had some fun times
that we can still clearly remember. I Think
i took it for granted sometimes that you were
my only little sister and i will never have another,
make it worst i had not to long lost my brother earlier
Only when i knew for sure that you won't be here
with me no more, but with your grandma on another
shore. My heart ached cause i knew i will see you no more
i felt sorry for all the times i beat up on you or said horrid
things that might have hurt you.
That's why i wanted to say my last goodbye, at the airport
i was only waiting for a chance to sneak you away to the
washroom to tell you how sorry i was for all the wicked things
i had done and said to you. I was only thirteen back then and i
knew in my heart i couldn't let you leave without saying sorry.
I was glad you gived me a listening ear, as i wiped my tears
i knew then that those burdens i will no longer bear.
I miss you sometimes and wish you were still near but
life doesn't always give us the things we want or need.
You are miles away and thank goodness for skype, cellphones
and the internet that we can still say hello to each other now and
Your twenty one years now and married to
soon you will be twenty two if God spear your life.
I am praying and hoping that some how God bless you,
and help you to return home once more.
We'v been through alot of bad times but our love
is forever and i hope we walk the last mile together.
dont miss the lovely song below ;)
Written by: Joanna Chandler