~ ~ ~ Twelve years since i last saw my little sister ~ ~ ~

It was twelve years ago when you had to

pack your suitcase and leave your family

behind. December 5th , 2000 i will never

forget i was the only one of your sisters

who came to bid you good bye.

We use to fuss and fight and sometimes you

cried all night. Yet we had some fun times

that we can still clearly remember. I Think

i took it for granted sometimes that you were

my only little sister and i will never have another,

make it worst i had not to long lost my brother earlier

that year.

Only when i knew for sure that you won't be here

with me no more, but with your grandma on another

shore. My heart ached cause i knew i will see you no more

i felt sorry for all the times i beat up on you or said horrid

things that might have hurt you.

That's why i wanted to say my last goodbye, at the airport

i was only waiting for a chance to sneak you away to the

washroom to tell you how sorry i was for all the wicked things

i had done and said to you. I was only thirteen back then and i

knew in my heart i couldn't let you leave without saying sorry.

I was glad you gived me a listening ear, as i wiped my tears

i knew then that those burdens i will no longer bear.

I miss you sometimes and wish you were still near but

life doesn't always give us the things we want or need.

You are miles away and thank goodness for skype, cellphones

and the internet that we can still say hello to each other now and

then.

Your twenty one years now and married to

soon you will be twenty two if God spear your life.

I am praying and hoping that some how God bless you,

and help you to return home once more.

We'v been through alot of bad times but our love

is forever and i hope we walk the last mile together.

dont miss the lovely song below ;)

Written by: Joanna Chandler

Copyright 2012