11:11 pm Thoughts

~11:11 PM Thoughts~

I do not fear the fear of falling

And I will overdose on this feeling

I love this rush

I love the desire burning inside

I won’t…I can’t go back.

Out of time, I fear

Spacing my options, consistently pushing

It’s a frustration feeling to do

But I am hungry for change

Being right back there

No!

I will be so cold

You need me, the only thing I want

Thoughts seem to be cloudy but so clear

I am hungry for change…

We may never know what we may do

With truth, I am out of my mind

I want to travel to a place no one’s knows

What if I end up right where I was before?

I will overdose on this feeling

I do not fear the fear of falling, it’s time…

I’m gone at 11:11 pm