A Wish Without Bloom

I'm laying here exhausted
My breaths are next to nothing
It seems I can't take anymore
And hope rinses out from my eyes
Streams of emptiness so fragile
Yet so broken too
All at the expense of simply loving you

Just wanted something forever shared
Cause the loneliness was killing me
And you became my everything; and that was too much

Pain became true harmony
The only thing thats left of me
I'm feeling my own shadow transpire
And I'm convinced I'm not good enough
My eyes portray the shattered dreams of a child
Because all thats left were memories
A mass of thoughts tie to my soul
Where I have lost all control

I hope I'm at least a memory
Cause I really tried to be your dream

I'm counting back the times I held on
Cause I wantt to know I mattered
A dream gets crushed; it doesn't die
It evolves a scar seen in your eyes
For every breath I didn't count
It's cause I lost count of loving you
I'll spend forever holding on
Holding to a wish that chose not to bloom