A few words
(In the spur of the moment)
The other day, as I was sitting on my front porch, I realized just how much I have loved you. I loved you with every drop of my essence, with every breath that my soul could take. And then I thought about you, I thought of the way you are. I thought that I used to love you so much, and I realized that I didn't love you that much because you deserved my love, that kind of love. I loved you that much for the simple fact that I don't know any other kind of love, I don't know how else to love. if not unconditional, unasked for, and absolutely free, to me love is not love.
In that truth I found my redemption. The lesson to learn wasn't about you, it was about me. I had to learn just how capable I am of love, the kind of love that you get only once in a lifetime. Get it now, or long for it forever. In that moment of redemption I realized how ready I am to give that love away once more, without fear, without doubt, without questions.
I am love. I give love. There's no deception in me, there's nothing to prove. I'm ready for love and love is ready for me. This adventure has just begun.
© 2011 Roberta S