Abundance of darkness in the absence of love

  Alone again as I walk the

path chasing shadows of love.

Lost in its surroundings

I pray for help from above.

Twists and turns, tears of pain

Heartache calls leaving bloodless stains.

Walls of rock go up as

I shut my heart down.

The pain, the hurt and wounds

I don't want to be around.

My eyes once full of loves light.

Now only show sadness and tears.

Once again controlled by

darkness and unsettling fears.

Will I be loved, or am I good enough

are the unanswered questions.

How long will it take to

find my loves destination.

Will my days ever see

loves eternal light?

Or will my days be stuck

in a forever night?