The Feelings That Haunt
Deep down I know you feel it too even though you walk past me like you never knew me, but I don't know if you even flashback and be like "this one I'll never forget "..
I honestly didn't wanna move on, I don't even know what I wanted anymore. I'd redo things on my own and it really sucked, I mean star watching along feels like talking to yourself, more like watching a show you already hate over and over again.
Then there's this emptiness that won't refill no matter how hard I try.... There's this loneliness that's as always there even when am surrounded.. Majorly making me feel like am running out of breath.
And have tried, I tried to get my brain working again cause my heart needs some alone time... But it won't. You bit a piece of me and I need it back..
The perfume on my pillows is fading and I need it back, my roses are geown and only you can have them.. My dreams are dull sweeten them..
My heart needs a restart....
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