I felt aggrieved~
I felt that way~
Because of your resentfulness~
Some jealousy you set up in your mind~
Some insecurity you felt in your dark time.
This must happen~
Me explaining my grief~
For I feel as though you stole our friendship~
Like a thief!
Your not going to like it I guaranty ~
The points I make~
Are an impossible situation for this to be brief!
Yes I felt hurt~
For a mother should not be envious of a daughter~
Time passes and unimportant beauty falters~
Inner beauty is what we should strive for~
Otherwise shallowness locks the light coming through the door.
I know you suffered a great loss~
Yet you need to work at how life changes and goes on~
This should be your joyful time~
Not hating your world and blaming everything and everyone.
Yes I felt angry~
For your covetous ways~
For a friend should not be thought of in that on any day~
Your unhappiness you own~
Keep your negatives to yourself~
For a positive friend should be contagious~
Not stifled or thrown out!
For you to soil a friendship~
Is not funny~
What GOD had set up~
Is foolish to cast aside~
Love should not be~
About petty pride~
Thrown in the trash to hide!
Of course you upset me~
Family should not be treated so carelessly~
People are not a game~
To play with their emotions~
For what you have done~
You may have hindered deep devotion!
When you have offended~
You should look to yourself~
For no one is faultless~
Only GOD is flawless~
Life should not be gloomy, but fun!
Although no one is perfect~
It never hurts to apologize for your affronts~
Believe me even if you deny them~
You are guilty of slighting me~
Do what you can, to see true reality.
Insulted I become~
For your actions of disregard~
Work hard to see~
How acting this way you carelessly tear many viable relationships apart!
Mean spirited you are~
When you ignore another’s tears~
For this should not be a pastime~
Nor a diversion for your own constant fears!
Could relationships of love~
Have so little cause to you~
Is it your insecurities that have you blue~
Maybe overwhelming stress, anxiety, and depression too!
Does drama in your mind~
Wish to play over and over again~
Well try and concentrate to get better friend~
For it is sad to waste such treasured worth~
To have it all end as it was a miracle birth!
I urge you to open your heart~
Treat your mind to a doctors touch~
Utilize GODS loving spirit~
Work hard to get happy~
Or you run the risk of~
Always hurting the ones you love~
I say this because I know you best~
My intuitiveness tells the rest~
My love for you will never falter~
However time passes~
Where I once was~
Could be gone~
And the exploration, fun times could sadly go and be done.
By Lisa J. Warner AKA Lisa Luv