All The More, Forever More
By: Toni Whisenant
I've told my "Never again.
No this will not happen ever again."
But here I am, broken-hearted.
Once again, Lonely and hurt.
I open myself up and let them in.
But all that happens is I'm defeated again.
My heart is torn apart and it all hurts
All the more, forever more.
Why do I let myself become this,
This mess of uncertainty and pain?
Why do I allow these feelings
That will cause uncertain death.
I have become numb to these
So-called "natural" feelings.
I've taken enough sadness
To end this grief,
All the more, forever more.