Amend to Comprehend

I saw what I thought was real, in a place where I could heal
I fell where I thought was deep, enough for me to keep
staying in every fracture of my courage to leap
into the wonderland that has no room for weep
Oh, you can be so disguising and agreeable, you are so cheap.
But I was settling for whatever, 'cause I was caught in my sleep
The deal of how you kept me
is how I thought things would be
Wondering how empty,
but now I need the key
of which I will break free.
You try to look into my soul
I may have caught your attention
that made you have a goal
But how can a limited troll
Immerse deeply into the water of the whole
Can it even see beyond the played out role?
Issued from its contradictory pole
and how can you comprehend this pole
when you always stole
from other fakes like you,
an untrue traditional dole.
Despite all the hurtful rushing scend,
I still try to comprehend
How things tend
In a world where I can only fend
But in the end,
No matter how much I bend
There is one place in which I mend,
The only place I truly blend
And that my friend,
Is where I am most likely to wend
Through all the herds and crowds which send
Disturbing messages that forcefully attend,
My thoughts of which I hope to amend.