At the Point

I am at the point in my life again, where I have to choose which way to go

do i go down this road or that one? i know if i go down this one i will have a wonderful blessed life and its the best road to go down not just for me but for everyone who depends on me

but still a part of me wants to go down that one because there's things that i still want to partake in and my significant other seems to be going down that way. should i join him or should i stay and go the other way?

no matter what happens i know eventually i have to, no actually i want to, go this way! and if i do go down that way, ill probably regret it and at the very end it might destroy me!