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Updated on February 4, 2012

There are so many things recorded in my dairy, so many remarkable dates, time and events. However, record about my beloved occupies most of its pages. I woke up this morning and decided to go through my dairy page by page, doing it sent bubbles into my heart and my brain began working faster than ever therefore i decided to transfer all the events about her into a different sheet, doing that made me began to wonder and to reason. I immediately began to reflect on my existance.


All my life, i have wanted to be a good man

To grow up and marry a beautiful woman

To be the only reason why she smile and laugh

Reflecting on my life events showed me my failures

The life i lead keeps me away, far away from my desire

I began to wonder why, Why this way and why me

I wondered if you will know when i am gone

I wondered if you will be at my funeral

I wondered if you will mourn, miss and remember me

I wondered if you would just be waiting for my pone call

I understood the distance between me and my desire

I decided to take another turn in my existance


The road i now travel on seems hard and tough

But the fact that you understand is my carriage

All i desire right now is to make you proud

I want to grow and protect you as long as i live

So that when my call come, you will be there

And i will bel ying just right on your arm


All you have to do for me my beloved is to close my eyes and do not cry because i will be happily waiting for you at Heaven´s gate…

If it had not been you my beloved, my life would have been a laughing stock to my detractors and to those who wish for my downfall…

It was you and only you that helped me reclaimed what they took away from me, therefore my beloved, thank you for who you are…

I will love you till the end of time.


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    • Rossimobis profile imageAUTHOR

      Chibuzo Melvin Mobis 

      6 years ago from Nigeria

      Thanks sis, it's been long, have been busy but wil be at your door soon.

      pmccray, thanks for voting me up! you are always there for me.

    • pmccray profile image


      6 years ago from Utah

      Your words are still as beautiful as ever my friend. Voted up, marked beautiful and interesting.

    • Lady_E profile image


      6 years ago from London, UK

      Lovely and thought provoking.

      Thanks for a great share.


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