A Bird in a Cage: A Slow Fade
A Slow Fade
I feel it now, the fading
away. It’s such a sad,
desperate, toll we take.
When we’ve kept hope
alive for so long, but one
of us is tired of trying to
hold on.
The difference becomes
obviously hard to grasp,
a love fading that we both
Thought may last.
And I can’t tell if I’m happy
or mad that it’s leaving
gradually instead of fast.
I remember when you loved
me back. I was your songbird
in a cage, and still perfectly
happy to be that.
Come back my love and listen
to me sing, about how much I
love thee as I look in thy face.
A face I could describe a million
ways; the beautiful smile
you try to hide. The way your
eyes glisten when we bid our
good nights.
I haven’t seen neither for
months, I don't think my
voice makes you
happy as much.
Even so, I’m still yours,
locked in this cage,
anticipating your return
on any given day.
The days get longer now
as I wait, and I know one
day you won’t be back.
And thus I must find my strength
to lift this cage latch.
The last time you left, I was
singing my usual; my
unconditional love song
to you.
I tried to please with every
word, but you seemed to
be lost somewhere off in
another world.
Then the fade crept in
again, and took you
away, maybe for the last
time that day.
I was still singing as I looked
up to find, you had left without
the usual sweet good night….
© 2015 Missy Smith