Bursting
Sometimes I feel like bursting into flames
and disappearing into black space
Sometimes i feel like i have no where to go
no where to hide
i just want to be free
free like the birds that fly where ever whenever
thats all i want to do
sometimes i just do not want to be here anymore
i want to go nowhere
alone in an empty noiseless space
so i can here myself think
sometimes i just want to burst into flames
and let those flames endlessly carry me
across the world to places i have never been
i wish the flames would engulf my soul
i wish they would care for me
i wish they would give me what i need
sometimes i wish i could say what i really want to
not caring about what might happen
sometimes just sometimes i would like to
be invisible to feel invincible and be
everywhere at the same time
just sometimes i would like to be the most important
thing on his mind
to be number one
just for a day...i wonder how that would feel