Bursting

Sometimes I feel like bursting into flames

and disappearing into black space

Sometimes i feel like i have no where to go

no where to hide

i just want to be free

free like the birds that fly where ever whenever

thats all i want to do

sometimes i just do not want to be here anymore

i want to go nowhere

alone in an empty noiseless space

so i can here myself think

sometimes i just want to burst into flames

and let those flames endlessly carry me

across the world to places i have never been

i wish the flames would engulf my soul

i wish they would care for me

i wish they would give me what i need

sometimes i wish i could say what i really want to

not caring about what might happen

sometimes just sometimes i would like to

be invisible to feel invincible and be

everywhere at the same time

just sometimes i would like to be the most important

thing on his mind

to be number one

just for a day...i wonder how that would feel