Can't Open Up(Relationship)

Long barrier of walls
shield me from anymore pain.
So what you see is a mirage
A face that doesn't describe
how I feel and am.
So much grief then came
through these eyes
I am afraid to tell.
As you knock down
the walls
I rebuild them
And
make them stronger
And
push you away
So
you want see all the
pain I went through
After all that will
only make me vulnerable
and susceptible to more pain
possibly by you.
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