thoughts at night--
As much as I feel like sleeping, in the back of my mind there's always this persistent thought that I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP.... I want to stay up and go SEE THE WORLD or something. TRAVEL until I die, LONGBOARD until it breaks; I don't care how bad I might be at it, WALK AROUND until my legs go numb, BIKE till the spokes fall apart.... I want to DO something. I'm serious. I just have this strong desire to DO something and CREATE something.. I've got all these IDEAS, PLANS, GOALS, and DREAMS just swimming around in my mind. One day I WILL go and do something about all of it, for now I've got to finish up what's on my plate now before I add anything else onto it. When the day comes when I am FREE of these obligations (personal and otherwise) I will embark on this JOURNEY I have unplanned but know it's there somehow, some way... whether I go alone or not is a question to be answered later, regardless of how unimportant it is.
Well... I don't know if sleep will ever come tonight.......