Caught Between Two Evils

They are wrong when they say,

When caught between two evils,

Go for the one never tried.

But what if I don’t want to go for any of them,

Or I’m not in position to leave any of them.

Because when one is left makes me feel unethical,

And if the other is left comes back to haunt me,

As if I am dead and cold.

Why is it hard to be neutral when caught between two evils???

Can anyone tell why these evils exist???

To break me,

To make me,

To extract the best out of me,

Or to make me evil.