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Close to a Far Away Home

Updated on June 10, 2013

Indoctrinate

Will everything
Or anything
Soberly
Or intoxicated
Smother me
Or separate
The emotions
Inside of me
That everyone else
Stresses to hide

Breaking what i once fixed
Lifting my fingers free
Off of the memories
That make me shriek
Stopping my circulation
Freezing my hands
In ever clenched fists

I know i exaggerate 
Procrastinate
Deteriorate
Every day i make a mark
And evaporate
To seep into the clouds of the mind
Or a foreign place
Restart
Fate

  

Source

Notably

She is the empty shell
Of the beautiful woman
That i Fantasized
As a figment
Of my reality

I miss the person
That i taught myself 
That you were

Colored so heavily 
In my imagination
To vivid
To ever be

I controlled the distinctions
The estimations
The limitations
Giving you credit
For what you shouldn't have received

My only flaw
Was having no destination
With no hesitation
Blinded sight

My Heart
You'll never touch it
You'll never scratch the surface
you had a glance
But can never free
Whats held captive
So deeply
Briefly 
Inside of me



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    • Gypsy Rose Lee profile image

      Gypsy Rose Lee 4 years ago from Riga, Latvia

      Love both of them but the first one's my favorite. Great pic. Passing this on.

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      Eiddwen 4 years ago from Wales

      Wonderful words and I now look forward to so many more.

      Voted up.

      Eddy.

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      Skyler DeCristoforo 4 years ago from Olympia, WA

      Thank you both for enjoying! Always a pleasure of mine to share with you guys. I've been having a blast using my own photos here on hub pages as well. It seems like it helps pull it all together just a bit better, at least in my mind.

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