Color of Feelings

memories lost, vague...moments of brilliance.

disconnected thoughts of what used to to be.

confusion and withdrawal hide so no one sees.

loneliness and sorrow now my company.

love lost and gone....memories from far away.

raindrops and grey days follow me.

brilliant yellow sunshine, rushing river flows.

heaven's soft frightening glow beckons at my door.

restless day comes calling, last day of this journey,

finally soft breathing allows the journey to finally take a rest.