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Updated on October 21, 2015

This poem described accurately my personal fight with depression.

Some days I wake up feeling truly awful,my mood can drag me down literally the moment I get out of bed.
Some days I wake up feeling truly awful,my mood can drag me down literally the moment I get out of bed. | Source
I have some amazing days,some intensely high,others terrible lows.
I have some amazing days,some intensely high,others terrible lows. | Source
You can only get on with the condition,just not let it beat you down.
You can only get on with the condition,just not let it beat you down. | Source

Depression This Morning.

When i woke this morning,

The whole world was grey.

No body talking,nothng to say.

Didn't want to leave my bed,

I'd rather be dead.

It's coming to a head,i feel the pressure is on

The world is killing me,it weighs a tonne.

Nowhere to turn,no avenues to walk

people don't want to know,don't want to talk.

Living on the edge,living day by day,

Get's harder and harder,a way out i pray.

Arguing with my myself,arguing with family,

Seems an endless journey,wondering who will harm me.

I've seen the doctor,drugs are the next course

He has the solution,he's a doctor of course.

He knows what he's doing,its not a ruse

Give him a chance,what have you got to lose.

Doped up to the eyeballs,not feeling myself

I'm losing my mind,I'm losing my self.

I have to go on,for the sake of my kids

even though it feels like,my lifes on the skids.

i will carry on , I'm a determined guy

one day i will be happy,i will soar to the sky.

Lost soul.

some days my mood can be quite uplifting,others can be horriffic.some days I just can't muster up any energy to do anything. I have great highs,but incredible lows. a thing I've dealt with now for over ten years.there does not seem to be any light at the end of the tunnel.hopefully in the future things might change.


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