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Darker Now Than Before Your Lessons

Updated on May 14, 2019
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Darker Now Than Before Your Life Lessons

Bathing in a sadness drawn of bloody tears

Streaming slowly, it seems

Am I sitting still alone

On this stool

Praying to someone pointed

Without answers and lost exposure

Sheltered myself without closure

Lost too without this...

Spilling differently now so provoking

It's me who makes you ill?

This crush of my desire

A focal point delivered

Among us bathing in a lonesomeness

Trapped, feels like fire

The burning, no closure

Falling, now I'm closer

Seeing as we do

Though never believing,

Belonging, never seeing

You hide your face too

Pardon me? You turn your head

You smile, and you snicker

Like these lessons of your life

Are pointedly so meaningful

In a direction of me

As if you make all the rules

Leading life empty

Looking to him never believing

A speech of a man dedicated

And never undecided

Making him, of me, I'm so unsure

Desperate, trying so hard to control

Am I sitting still alone?

On this stool....

Praying to someone pointed

Without answers, lost exposure

Sheltered myself without closure,
lost too without this

Lesson of a life I'd fight

It's not in my plan

To structure you around us,
look deeper

You try to control to confide in,
digging deeper

Pushing, till you come back around

Consuming until you choose too

Be a man like who?

This man who I've become

Silly you, such a sorry you

Betrayed, such false images

Planted upon but never arrived

This lessons of a life
Many confessions of you
A controlling you
I never knew
You show
To lift the waters
To show
For you
What you would soon miss

So simple, a miserable gesture,
we both assume

Overlooked as always deceived

The reasons you control

Inside a head so dense

Such a torture of a life

To follow

On such one
Hard beaten path

Believe me I will not look back

To see your face
So I could see
All this false love

See this? You see me now?
Remember the man I was
The one I never wanted to become

Darker now than before your Lessons

Your lessons of my life
Made me this way

Made me darker than before
Before your life lessons

You teach to speak
Today I just laugh
It'll never get through

I'm darker now
Darker now than before your lessons
On my life
A life you never knew

To late
I'm darker now than before

Everything will be fine
Don't be scared
You have that pretty mask
To hide your face behind

Well I'm not scared now
I'm just darker than before
All my life lessons


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