Did You?

 Did you ever think of me when I was home alone?

Did I ever cross your mind when you weren't home?

Did you ever want to hold me, just because I needed you there?

Did you try show me that you loved me, or even that you cared?

Did you ever see the pain and tears you caused me over the years?

Did you ever soothe my heart or try to calm my fears?

Did you notice my heart, the one that you broke?

Did you see my agony, as my dreams went up in smoke?

Did you think about me, when out with your friends?

Did you even notice it was coming to an end?

Did you ever love me, I doubt you ever did?

Did you see the hurt on my face when lied, time and time again?

So now I'm left to wonder what it all really meant,

the the time we spent together, the time I wished we'd spent.

The love, the lies, the pain, what was it all for?

I wonder if you feel it now, now that we're apart.

Did you notice I was gone when you walked in the door?

Did you read the note I left saying I can't take anymore?

Did you notice there was no one there, the one that really cared?

Did I really ever matter to you or was I really never really there?