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Discovering Me Myself

Updated on July 5, 2011
Shower: The place where you can't tell the difference between water and tears.
Shower: The place where you can't tell the difference between water and tears.
Never forgetting, hiding behind the curtain trying to wash him away
Never forgetting, hiding behind the curtain trying to wash him away
always a part of your heart, can't love be helped?
always a part of your heart, can't love be helped?

This is old so for those of you that know me, no worries this is no recent issue. . .

Got to pick myself up off the floor
I can't go on like this anymore
Fighting away tears each night and day
Got to accept that you won't stay
I don't need your hand to hold
I'm strong I'm smart and yes im bold
I'll make it without you by my side,
But It sure will... be an exciting ride

Got to keep telling myself
I don't need him, I don't need him, I don't need, him

I have what it takes inside
To overcome the pain i hide
To wash away this memory
And be the me i need to be
I know I'll be alright
because it's you that's lost this fight
Forever's walking out your door
And i know now....I don't want you anymore

I Keep on trying
I don't need him, i don't need him, I don't need, him

Once upon a pretend time
I thought that you would be all mine
We planned to live a happy life
Together with me as you're wife
You said you loved me for my sake
But now i see my big mistake
To let you in my heart
i should've seen it from the start
You just did what you do
Loving, hurting, lying too

Its easier for me
i don't need him, i don't need him, I don't need, him

I don't blame him at all
He just couldn't be there
We never broke down that wall
And couldn't find what it was we shared
It comes down to me in the end
All is forgiven, I'll take a new friend.

But like i said before
I don't need him, I don't need him, i don't need, him

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