End of Sufferings
It's been 14 years since my father went to be with the Lord .. I still miss him, but I'm glad that he's no longer in pain.. The day, I planned to commit suicide, God had a different plan for me .. I accepted Jesus Christ as my personal Saviour because He loves me :) It's been amazing walk with the Lord for 12 years :)
My father and I love each other
We shared our thoughts together
When you came to see me father
It gave me the pleasure together.
One day, you went away
Never to return anymore
I wanted to run away
And to never come back no more.
Bitter, cold and profound darkness
Drove away the warmth of love;
Sense of fear and helplessness
Made a strange sinking and feeling lonesome.
I felt embarrassed and silly
The rows make tremble and shake
Harsh voices shouting abusively
Winds driving across my childish sake.
Tears gathered in my eyes
Was everything I did unwise?
Why always forgotten thrice?
Oh father! Why did you have to die?
Where are you father?
Why don’t you come to me?
I cried, night after night father
Lonely and miserable as can be.
I felt my eyes prick with tears,
A feeling of excitement and joy in me
Was thumping without fears
Because Jesus Christ saved me.