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End of Sufferings

Updated on January 19, 2012
Celebrating my 2nd birthday with my mom and dad  3
Celebrating my 2nd birthday with my mom and dad 3
" Do not be afraid, I will save you. I have called you by name, you are mine " says the Lord who created you :)
" Do not be afraid, I will save you. I have called you by name, you are mine " says the Lord who created you :)

It's been 14 years since my father went to be with the Lord .. I still miss him, but I'm glad that he's no longer in pain.. The day, I planned to commit suicide, God had a different plan for me .. I accepted Jesus Christ as my personal Saviour because He loves me :) It's been amazing walk with the Lord for 12 years :)

Jesus is my Super Hero, You are my star, my BEST FRIEND  3
Jesus is my Super Hero, You are my star, my BEST FRIEND 3
I'm special and valuable to Him :)
I'm special and valuable to Him :)

My father and I love each other

We shared our thoughts together

When you came to see me father

It gave me the pleasure together.

One day, you went away

Never to return anymore

I wanted to run away

And to never come back no more.

Bitter, cold and profound darkness

Drove away the warmth of love;

Sense of fear and helplessness

Made a strange sinking and feeling lonesome.

I felt embarrassed and silly

The rows make tremble and shake

Harsh voices shouting abusively

Winds driving across my childish sake.

Tears gathered in my eyes

Was everything I did unwise?

Why always forgotten thrice?

Oh father! Why did you have to die?

Where are you father?

Why don’t you come to me?

I cried, night after night father

Lonely and miserable as can be.

I felt my eyes prick with tears,

A feeling of excitement and joy in me

Was thumping without fears

Because Jesus Christ saved me.

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    • rdsparrowriter profile imageAUTHOR

      rdsparrowriter 

      5 years ago

      Thanks aunt Gene :) Yes it is a great site and really interesting to read others work aswell :) God bless you!

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      Gene 

      5 years ago

      This is a wonderful site to work on.

      Anne, we are also shocked to hear the stuff you have been encountering. Well, when you put God first in yr life you surrender to Him everything and He will give you peace in your heart. Pls let me have your mum's email address and I want you to wish her on our behalf for her upcoming birthday. Pls. also let me have her tel.nbr.....love......Aunty Gene

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      rdsparrowriter 

      6 years ago

      Thank you cleaner3 :)

    • rdsparrowriter profile imageAUTHOR

      rdsparrowriter 

      6 years ago

      Thank you Reynold Jay :) Sometimes a seperation of a loved one is painful, but it makes us stronger and we discover our strengths and weaknesses :) Since I know what kind of a father I had, I was able to understand the love of Jesus ... :) It turned my life around ..

    • rdsparrowriter profile imageAUTHOR

      rdsparrowriter 

      6 years ago

      Thank you Pollyannalana :) God bless you!!

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      rdsparrowriter 

      6 years ago

      MsDora, thank you for stopping by and for being an encouragemnent :) It was lovely and proud to be a father's daughter :)God is a Father to the Fatherless and He takes care of us :)

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      cleaner3 

      6 years ago from Pueblo, Colorado

      Beautiful write Sparrow, nice expression of your feelings

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      Reynold Jay 

      6 years ago from Saginaw, Michigan

      Beautiful thoughts here. Love of father and son is a big theme that runs through all my novels. I could not have written any of it before my father passed away. I know what you are going through.

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      Pollyannalana 

      6 years ago from US

      This is very beautiful.

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      Dora Weithers 

      6 years ago from The Caribbean

      So glad you chose life. Separation is always very painful, but Jesus walks with us through the hurt, and brings us face to face with the purpose for our lives. I also lost my father before I was old enough to know him. I tell my story in a hub titled: The Father I Never Knew But Always Loved."

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