FAREWELL PAPER BOAT

now you still there, I think I'd be able to see you if you really wanted me to see you back... Or if I wasn't always crying hoping to just hear the wind whisper back at me.
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. I know your smile is still the same, a bit unusual but still, I miss it.
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. And so I write on this paper boat, just to remind me if how crazy I can be, and just how hopeful and silly at times I get.
.... On this paper boat, I want say much, I'll just leave a note that you'll understand. Just three words.
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I'll place a piece of candle and a matchstick on top of the note, because only you would understand that.
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I'll drop it in the ocean and watch it sail...
And just maybe... Just maybe, you'll see it.
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I'll wait by shore, day in -day out ,
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I'll make more, day in day out, sending the same note because it seems less crazy, writing that actually saying it because you don't sat nothing back.
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I'll wait for one of them to come back.
With or without the note, with or without the candle.... I'll just know...
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With or without the matchstick, ill just know... Because only we understand...
Only we know...
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... Farewell, paper boat,..