Feels Right

Have tried to be a bad guy , emotionless , heartless but it just didn't work out . The character just wasn't easy to act normal on.
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Tried to be the nice , and to be honest I don't really know that character either . And I don't think I ever will.
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Truthful , didn't work . I tried so hard to contain myself and well , it didn't work either . Just the chosen truths were good to keep everyone smiling.
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I tried writing about it, like some Picasso poet , trying hide what I was really saying so it wouldn't be that obvious. Well, at least I tried on this ... But wasn't working , so I just became me . The person am always trying to run away from .
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The Picasso version of me wouldn't say it better , so I'll do it.
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I think the sun just set and you ain't happy like you normally are . Even the smile's a bit slanted , that heart doesn't beat like it used to . The touch feels just normal ...
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I can't seem to change it . Picasso can't . And that sunset just doesn't feel right . The glow is gone maybe .
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Am not sure if there's hope for the moon anytime soon leave alone Pegasus in the sky .... And I know you won't say it or even pray on it , because that's ' noise ' .
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And normally I'd say this to your face , but I don't wanna see a faint breakdown. Or a quick rubbing if the eyes . It's easier because thinking it feels safer and less hurting.
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Amma go the opposite side of the sunset , because it feels just right .