Fade from mind and memory

Walking a path I think that is only for me

I have walked so long that I can’t see where I started

But I’ve come so far because I am running

I ask myself

But sometimes I can’t tell

I just keep running down this road

I can’t see the end and I can’t see the beginning

I can’t even see three steps in front of me

I just can’t see anymore

I can’t see the sun anymore

And I fear that’s what I’m running from

The sun

I’m afraid to be seen for who I am

I want it so bad

But it scares me

And shakes me to the core

So I run as far and as fast as I can

I look over my shoulder over and over

And no one is chasing me down

Everyone thinks that this is what I want

To run away and never be seen

But no I just want someone to come get me

Someone to care enough to track me down

And to pull me home

Someone to stop me from running

Someone to stop me before I’m gone

Someone to get me before I fade

From mind and memory

Yet isn’t that what I’m running from in the end

Mind and memory

Maybe I don’t want to remember me

Maybe I think I’m hurting you

So maybe I’ll keep running until I fade from mind and memory

Until even I forget me