WHEN YOU LEFT.

It's human to want everything good in life :a car, lots of cash, a loving life time partner, a beautiful family andd a whole lot of other things.
It's normal to breath. Drink.It's all normal until you not here no more.
.i thought I'd be okay, and for i while I thought I was, for a while I was still breathing right but my dreams were blurry.Then I'd wake up try to remember what I dreamt of and all was blank.

Hollow and deep to a point that I even thought I had lost myself in another galaxy ..and I couldn't bare being alone even though that's what I had been pressing for.

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You can be the most annoying person when you want to ,and I missed all that.I even missed your terrible cooking: the almost half cooked morning pancakes for breakfast in bed on the weekends.
. I missed us fighting over the remote like little kids.

I mean things we did made me forget that I was aging.
..the thing that hurt most is the thought of me being happy and you not being the reason behind it all.It felt like being at the fire place with a glass of rum in hand, listening to love songs all by myself:well that don't make sense, right?

Our Favourite songs sounded like some old time funeral tunes or even a little bit worse... Hell might have been a better place to be.

i just want you to know that am never letting you go again, if you want to be in the clouds we going together. If it's breaks we breaking together, If it's goals we scoring together.
Me saying I love you is me saying that I more than love, more than words could ever pen down. You are that constant that will never vary cause you complete me

Because when you left I couldn't breath right, I couldn't think right, I couldnt act right , I couldn't be me anymore. When you left the world stopped rotating, my heart broke... I broke.

.i hope I will not have to go through that again. I'll do my best to keep you close because I love you.

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Inkmade ™