Fixed in the Mind

Poisoned lungs-


Breathing.


Heavy heart-


Bleeding.



A play on words-


Screaming.


Like Fire for Water-


Steaming.

You are,


Everything I never knew.


Rendezvous-


Between us two.


It's painful-

To miss you,


The way I do

In the Night,


I see your eyes in every star.


Kissing you,


Touching you-


Dreaming.


Nightmares,


Waking up-


Heaving.

Bitter-sweet 
resentments--


Seething.


Thoughts of you,


and these.. Feelings


Having difficulties-


Deleting.

Business 
left unfinished.


What we shared-


Diminished.

... Fixed in my mind ...


As I sit here stuck,


Attempting to buy time....