I awake frozen unable to move
Scared stiff - you have just whispered in my ear
My name, a threat, even a caress
Chills, Panic, Unable to breathe, FEAR
You have me pinned down.
What's next - Kill or caress
Trying to move on, I've let you win
Why is my life still a mess
Abusive nightmares prove too much
Fearfulness lays just under the surface
Sweet caress, A loving touch
These I don't understand......
Are they fantasies I wish were true
Or lost memories from so long ago?
Too little, Too late, Too few
Trauma, Fear, Hurt over Rule.